Status: Shit summary, give it a go
Fighting Feelings
Seduction
Marshall P.O.V
"Only 5 more minutes and than we will be there, I promise" I said from the driver seat, while continuing driving to the place I'm taking Ashley.
" It's fine seriously, to admit I actually like long car trips" she replied giving me a sweet smile from the passenger seat. I know I said I wasn't going to move forward or do anything about these feelings I have for her, but after the fight we had at fifty's and not speaking for nearly a week, I realized my feelings were stronger than I thought and I hated not knowing if we were friends or not.
"You do? got to admit I don't mind them either" I agreed, I understand what she likes about traveling and having the peace and quiet away from the busy town, sometimes I drive down these dessert roads just so I can hear myself thing and have time to myself without worrying about the paparazzi being on my back and trying to start false rumours.
It didn't really take long before we both got involved in a casual conversation, just like we have been this entire night, its not really hard with Ashely since she is so laid back and is so easy to talk to. I sometimes forget that she is having some personal troubles because whenever we talk she is always smiling and looking happy, but I know that just because someone smiles doesn't mean they are always happy, its usually the smile that hides the pain underneath.
" Don't worry, I promise no one will see us" I said, while helping her out of the car. Watching her face turn into concern as she saw where I had brought her. Yes it wasn't the most private restaurant since its one of the best in Detroit, but luckily I know the owner and have whipped up a plan.
" its not that I don't want to be seen with you, it's just.... " she stuttered trying to find the right words to explain her concerns, but she doesn't have to explain anything to me since I understand she likes her privacy.
" Don't worry I get it, your just like me. You like your personal life to be private doesn't matter what it is" I replied smiling while watching her stretch a little. I cant help but admire her and how amazing she looks tonight, It still hasn't clicked that I am actually about to have dinner with one of the most stunning women in the music industry.
" come on, its freezing out here" I said quickly after realising that I was staring at her, without even thinking about it I gently grabbed her hand and began walking. Since I parked at the back I didn't start walking to the front of the Restaurant since my plan involves us not being seen.
" Um Marshall, isn't the restaurant that Way?" She asked hearing all the worry and concern in her voice as we walked behind these shops, I can tell she was freaking out a little bit, and I have to admit walking behind in this car park does seem a little scary, but there was no way I was planning on putting her in danger.
" yeah, don't worry I know the owner and have worked something out with him. Trust me it will be fun" I replied, within seconds feeling her loosen up. I know she doesn't trust people and if she is anything like me, those words would have gone in one ear and out the other. It was within seconds that we reached the back door and began walking through this long hallway, it wasn't until we reached this old stair case that I noticed how closely we were walking together, I didn't even realise that since I first grabbed her hand back at the car, our fingers have gone from barely touching to fully being entwined with each other and holding onto each other firmly and securely. Majority of first dates that I have been on, you never really hold each other hands, and if you do it would never be like the way we are, it was like it is normal for us and we do it all the time. To be honest I could be reading to much into this, but for some reason I feel that this is only the beginning of something, but I am not going to think about it to much since I felt the same way with Mariah and look how that turned out.
" Marshall, good to see you again. Hopefully no trouble getting in" the owner cheered, quickly walking to greet us after walking up the sketchy stairs and through a creepy hallway.
" Yeah, long time no see. Luckily there was no trouble what's so ever. Garry this is Ashley, Ashley this is Garry the owner of the restaurant" I introduced, seeing Garry's face turn from normal to the most shocked and stunned face ever was just price less, since he had no idea before hand that I was planning on bringing one of the most famous singers in the industry.
" Holy shit! Your Ashley Ann. My daughters just loves you" he gushed quickly, trying to get all his love and surprise out within a few seconds, I know he tries to act as professional as possible every time I come here, but this is the first time I have bought someone else with me.
Ashely's smile just appeared as she shook his hand a let him gush all over her before guiding us towards the private room, located just above the actual restaurant. Watching Ashley fake smile while thanking Garry for his complements he gave to her every few seconds, knowing deep down she is probably disagreeing to everything he said to her makes me feel sorry for her and relate to her in someway.
" OMG, this place looks amazing" she admired as soon as the doors were opened and we were let in to the private room. This wasn't just a room with a little table in it surrounded by wine, instead it has a lounge area, a table area and a little bowling ally.
" thanks I decorated it myself" I thanked her, taking her compliment to heart. She just turned and looked at me in surprise, so I guess I forgot to mention one important detail.
" Oh yeah Garry owns the restaurant downstairs but this room belongs to me. I bought it back in 2008 when I wanted to be alone all the time. It gave me a chance to bring the girls up here and have dinner without being seen by anyone" I replied while giving Garry instruction. I want to be alone with Ashley and no one to disturb us, so luckily Garry has agreed to be the only one catering for us tonight, allowing us the most privacy.
" when you cant get your own freedom, build your own. I like it" she smiled, while admiring the room some more, I do have to admit I like how she thinks, we tend to have a lot of things in common when it comes to wanting our privacy. That's the one thing she does not have in common with Mariah, unlike Ashley, Mariah loved the paparazzi and being center of attention even though she went on about hating the spotlight and wanting her own privacy, there were just little things that she did that showed me she matter in fact loved the spotlight.
Our Date quickly got on the way and just like before we were comfortable with each other, unlike usual dates there was never the awkward silence you get at the beginning of the of the date when you don't know how to start a conversation. Before we knew it, we were mucking around like teenagers while waiting for dinner to arrive.
" No offense, you suck at this game" I commented coming from behind her and watching how badly she is going at this Arcade game that I have in the corner, it was one of those real old games that I love to play.
" hey its hard. You have to move this thing really quickly and also push this button every ten seconds" she complained, trying to concentrate on making sure to push the button when she should. I have to admit the game was pretty and it did take me a long time to get my head around, but I have learned and now I am a pro at the game.
" Luckily I'm a pro at the game" I joked while walking up behind her, seeing her struggling was kind of funny but since I am finally trying not so hard to hide me feelings for Ashley, I knew this could be the best opportunity to start flirting with her and seeing how it goes. So taking one step closer behind her and closing the gap between our bodies, so my lips were inches from her ear and our faces were beside each other.
" Here, you flick this thing to get the ball through and I will push the button every ten seconds" I whispered in her ear, trying to be seductive but also keeping the carefree atmosphere between us knowing we both didn't want to turn this into a full on Romantic date but realising some harmless flirting couldn't hurt. Placing one hand beside hers on the side of the game while my other went to rest on the button that I needed to press, within seconds we are laughing while playing the game, this time making her get a better score than before.
" See, told you it wouldn't take long before getting the hang of it" I complimented her after playing a few games with her and getting comfortable with her being so close to me, I can tell she has also started loosening up within our very discrete position.
" yeah that's because your doing the hard bit." she replied laughing a little before turning around slowly and leaning against the game, since I had no idea she was planning on turning round, there was still no space between our bodies as she looked up at me while I rested my arms on either side of her side.
" I had no idea you're such a flirt" she teased making me laugh at her comment. I guess I have been flirting with her tonight, more than I would on any other date, but what's wrong with some harmless flirting.
" I guess it's just part of my personality, besides it's not like we're doing anything wrong" I answered her not bothering to even take a step back and give us space, I was totally comfortable with where I am at the moment. I honestly can't believe I am admitting this after everything that has happened these last couple of years.
" I guess not" was all she whispered, while leaning in a little. I swear our lips were so close that if I took one more move closer to her they would be touching.
" Mmm... I think I can smell dinner" she continued whispering while we were so close I swear she was going to but before I know it she is brushing past me towards the table where Garry has just entered with our foods.
" Food looks amazing, thanks Garry" she complimented like nothing had just happened between us. I know what she is doing, she is playing with me, teasing me, making me want her and I guess its working because while she is over near the food, I am here wanting and craving her more than I did before.
" I am really enjoying myself, thankyou so much for inviting me tonight" she again thanking me for bringing her tonight after we had begun our dinner, it is weird I swear if this was any other kind of date there would be an awkward silence or uncomfortable feeling between us since having that near kiss and her totally teasing me, but for some reason I didn't get angry that she was playing with me and instead we seem to be getting on a lot better since we are more out there with the flirting and the seductive comments we make towards each other.
Even while watching her walk up to the bowling alley and bending over to roll the ball is making me want her even more, since we started playing a game of bowling after enjoying a nice dinner and a long conversation about general things including her new life in Detroit I still can't manage to shake of my attraction for her. But that doesn't stop me from noticing the little things she has been doing to cover up the insecurities that seem to come to surface every once and while. Normal people wouldn't recognise them but since I spent so many years with them and I still do I know what the signs are when someone tries to fake it to make it. Even though she is flirting and teasing with me constantly, moments during tonight when I would stare she can never keep the eye contact because she gets self conscious around me and I haven't been able to give her one compliment the whole night, whenever I do she turns it down and tells me I am crazy or I am lying. Its like she cant take compliments, which is a shame because she does look beautiful tonight and she deserves to be told that.
" I don't know how you do that" I commented just after she rolled the ball and is walking back towards the seats.
"do what?" she asked looking concerned thinking something was wrong. THis is what I was talking about before, she seems to always think she has done something wrong when ever I make a comment like this.
" manage to still look hot while rolling really shit" I joked laughing as I began to walk closer, but noticing all she did was roll her eyes before turning back round again. This is what she does, she can never look at you after you compliment, she always walks away to hide her blush or say something back.
" your just saying that because you want to get in my pants. Sorry to say not going to happen" she scowled, beginning to walk off but not getting really far since I quickly grabbed her wrist, turning her back around to look at me.
" Don't you think I would be a little bit more hands on, if I was trying to get into your pants." I seductively whispered, pulling her closer to my body and feeling the heat of her against my chest. I am trying to prove a point here, but who said I couldn't do it, with a little bit of seduction in their. I can feel her heart against mine beating dramatically, as I lift my hand up to her face and slowly push a strand of hair out of the way, before leaning in a little closer but this time more to the side of her face.
" Trust me, you would be able to tell if I was trying to get into your pants" I whispered in her ear softly, making sure to graze it with me lips and teeth, trying to tease her just like she teased me before. Luckily my behaviour is having an effect on her as I can feel the heat coming of her without even touching her.
" Marshall, I'm not ready to get into a relationship at the moment" she muttered after realising what I am trying to do, maybe it is the small kisses I am placing on her neck that is giving away my lust for her. I have to admit I was taken back by her comment and timing of the comment, but since we are getting along so well once again the mood and atmosphere never once came awkward or uncomfortable. Even When she is basically turning me down, I never once consider taking my hands that rest on her lower back or create space between our faces, instead I turn her around so her back is now agasint my chest and I am able to look down over her shoulder.
" good because neither Am I" I replied while beginning to kiss the top of her shoulders that are now exposed from her top moving.
" but you cant stand here and deny that there isn't some attraction between us" I continued, smiling while watching her trying so hard not to moan from my breath against her skin and the hickey I started to develop on her lower neck. Since her top is a lose one, its pretty hard not to look down at her flat chest and the lacy Bra she is wearing underneath.
" Just admit it you're attracted to me as well" I went on, gliding my fingers tips along her flat stomach trying to get her to say something not really caring how low I was rubbing. I know she is attracted to me, I have noticed it for a while now, and since we both don't want a relationship I cant see the harm in finding out how far that attraction goes between us.
" Lets just say I was. What than? you don't want a relationship, I don't want a relationship. " she muttered, while still enjoying my tenderly touch.
" I don't know, just because we both don't want a or aren't ready for a serious relationship doesn't mean we still cant have something casual, you know enjoy each others company without having all the issues with Jealousy and trust come up" I said, stopping my kissing and becoming less seductive while explaining how this could work out. Its not like Friends with Benefits.
" so two adults who are attracted to each other, just hanging out" she said, smiling as I agreed with our little plan. the thing about it was, there wasn't really any planning to go into it. we were just going to see where it takes us, who knows we might not end up hanging out at all.
I started kissing her shoulder again but moving quickly up her neck hoping to sneak an actual kiss from her, but just like always someone had to wreck the best moment. I could hear Garry walking up the stairs coming towards the room, but praying inside he wasn't going to knock, but of course he does.
So instead of kissing her lips which are inches from mine again,I turned round and began walking towards the door.
" What's up Garry" I said meeting him right when walking into the room, unlike before he doesn't seem as happy and cheer ful.
" We have problem Marshall. I don't know how but somehow it got out that your here at my restaurant on a date and their are paparazzi everywhere outside waiting to get a glimpse of you" he Quickly blurted, probably thinking it was better to get all of it out than leave any important details. as soon as I heard him, my heart nearly stopped, this was what I didn't want to happen.
" Are you kidding me, shit !! " I yelled quickly losing me temper as his word kept replaying over in my head. the paparazzi are outside and they just know I am here they have no idea Ashely is here as well.
"I'm sorry Marshall, I don't how it got out." I heard Garry apologizing in the background but not really concentrating on what he is saying.
" Is there another way out?" I also heard Ashley asked as she joined us near the door, the complete seductive and tempting moment was now ruined by the the thought of not being able to get out of here without tons of cameraman in mine and Ashley's face.
" Nope, only way is the way we came in but knowing the paparazzi they will have that covered to" I muttered, walking over towards the side of the room trying to think of another way out, there is no way I can be seen with her. Not being mean or a thing, it's just not an option at the moment.
" I have an idea that might work" Garry spoke up, making me look up in interest, right now I have nothin and any option is better than nothing.
" Go on " I replied walking curiously back over to them. Garry's face turned more nervouse than I ever have seen it, I guess both Ashley and I listening carefully to him and putting him on the spot wasn't helping his anxiety, I guess when he said it he wasn't actually expecting me to be curious as to whAt he has to say.
" Well you own this room so what about if you guys stay up here until we close downstairs. I will make sure all the staff leave via the front door so the paparazzi sees that we are closing for the night, they will see me to leave last and turn of all the light and lock up, which will convince them that there is defiantly no Eminem here and will eventually leave, allowing you guys not to get noticed." he explained, talking. Little bit faster than normal because of his nerves but getting his idea across and I have to admit it's a pretty smart idea that might work.
" That might a actually work" I said, giving it another quick think and since both Ashley and I have no other plans I guess this is the way to go.
" Does that sound alright to you ?" I asked looking over at Ashley who has taken a seat on the lounge, soon as I glanced at her I still couldn't help but think about the position we were in a few minutes ago and how close my lips were to hers .
" Yeah sounds good" she replied, giving me a soft smile trying to assure me she is cool with the idea, but as much as she seemed happy I still felt bad knowing we have to go to all this trouble just so we don't get seen with each other.
" I guess we can keep ourselves entertained for another couple of hours until the restaurant shuts and the paparazzi leave" I joked, giving her a little wink which made her giggle to herself because she knows exactly what I have in mind. I couldn't help but smile while guiding Garry back out and saying my goodbye as my mind kept thinking about all the enjoyable stuff we can come up with while wasting time In this private room with no windows and concrete flooring.
" Garry is going to bring some snacks up " I replied while walking back over to Ashley and Joining her on the couch. I know what I want to do with her, but I also didn't mind even if we sat talking all night and do nothing sexual just as long as I get to spend it with her.
Knowing we were going to have to turn of the lights as soon as the restaurant closed downs stairs, just to make sure no one saw that we were still in the building, Ashley and I ended up finishing our bowling game, but since we mucked around a lot, it took about 2 hours to finish the game, which of course didn't bother me because I got to stare at her amazing backside.
" don't tell me your afraid of the dark" I joked, after seeing the way Ashley tensed up and went quiet for a while as soon as I got up to turn the lights out. Since our bowling game took longer than expected, before we knew it the restaurant was closing so we had to get comfortable in the one spot because as soon as we turned the lights out you couldn't see anything.
" Come on you have to admit, it's pretty scary and dark. " she replied, while joining her on the couch. All I could see was the outline of her body, it wasn't the ideal date knowing I couldn't actually physically see her but at least we could still talk. As laughed at her, I couldn't help all the lustful thoughts run through my head, so just like any other man I took charge of the situation.
" Come here" I quietly said leaning forward a little and placing my hand on her waist and pulling her body into me, before settling my back against the arm rest and placing her between my legs.
" you cold?" I asked placing a blanket over us knowing the heater had been turned of as well. squeezing her gently as she settled comfortable in between my legs with my arms holding her tightly, now I know there isn't any sexual moves being pulled, but I honestly didn't care at this moment, because within this moment her laying with me on this sofa with her head resting on my chest was all I needed.
" who knew you could be such a gentleman" she commented, giggling softly that made small vibrations on my chest. I couldn't also help laugh at her comment and thinking about how long its actually been since I have done something romantic like this. Usually I wouldn't be this comfortable or forward with a girl on a first date, unless I was putting on the nice guy act just so I could get into her pants since every girl likes the gentleman type, but its weird because I didn't pull this move to get into her pants even though I have been thinking about it all night, surprisingly I actually just wanted to hold her.
It all took us a short time to actually get comfortable, since the heater was turned of the room was freezing but luckily the friction and body heat between us was keeping under the blankets much warmer.
" Nicest person you have met in the industry that surprised you?" she asked, while we continued sitting here in the dark talking about anything that came to mind. Right now we were ask random questions about each other and I have surprisingly learnt a lot.
" Umm Elton John. You?" I answered quickly knowing I didn't have to think about it. I had met back in 2001 and was very surprised at how nice he was, we hadn't talked for ages but it was nice when he offered to help with my recovery back in 2008 and since than I call him every week.
" um probably Leonardo" she replied, making me laugh she is defiantly more famous than him but that's the thing I have noticed about Ashley, she still acts like she is the underdog and doesn't act on her popularity. Leonardo was probably starstrucked when he met her, but to her meeting Leonardo was the big deal. I like that about her, I like how she still has people that she admires and hasn't let her ego explode even though she is probably the biggest female act in the industry.
" the person with the biggest Ego?" she asked again, while we continued to sit here letting my hand play with hers as they sat interlocked together under the blankets.
" um defiantly Mariah Carey" I smirked not even having to think about it, still remembering those silly days where I would actually put up with her dramatics and Princess behaviour. These I am not as desperate.
" Didn't you guys like date? she's so stunning" she commented, I cant believe she even said she was stunning, when obviously she hasn't looked at herself in the mirror recently, but I guess if she did she still wouldn't see the beauty I see.
" Beauty only goes skin deep" I replied, while lightly stroking her arm. That's the thing about Mariah yeah she might be beautiful but since having a relationship with her I realised that her beauty is only on the outside, and ugliness and ego is the only thing she is full off. Having an attitude that the whole world revolved around her and everyone should praise her because she had a few hits.
Its funny how different people are, Mariah and I would have never been able to sit like this and talk about normal things, she would usually have like butler with her to hold her straw while she drank her drink, or she wouldn't have laid down like this just in case her dress got wrinkled or something. That's the difference between her and Ashley, through out this whole night I have had many moments where I actually had to remind myself that she is one of the highest selling artist because she doesn't even act the slightest bit like a Diva.
"Only 5 more minutes and than we will be there, I promise" I said from the driver seat, while continuing driving to the place I'm taking Ashley.
" It's fine seriously, to admit I actually like long car trips" she replied giving me a sweet smile from the passenger seat. I know I said I wasn't going to move forward or do anything about these feelings I have for her, but after the fight we had at fifty's and not speaking for nearly a week, I realized my feelings were stronger than I thought and I hated not knowing if we were friends or not.
"You do? got to admit I don't mind them either" I agreed, I understand what she likes about traveling and having the peace and quiet away from the busy town, sometimes I drive down these dessert roads just so I can hear myself thing and have time to myself without worrying about the paparazzi being on my back and trying to start false rumours.
It didn't really take long before we both got involved in a casual conversation, just like we have been this entire night, its not really hard with Ashely since she is so laid back and is so easy to talk to. I sometimes forget that she is having some personal troubles because whenever we talk she is always smiling and looking happy, but I know that just because someone smiles doesn't mean they are always happy, its usually the smile that hides the pain underneath.
" Don't worry, I promise no one will see us" I said, while helping her out of the car. Watching her face turn into concern as she saw where I had brought her. Yes it wasn't the most private restaurant since its one of the best in Detroit, but luckily I know the owner and have whipped up a plan.
" its not that I don't want to be seen with you, it's just.... " she stuttered trying to find the right words to explain her concerns, but she doesn't have to explain anything to me since I understand she likes her privacy.
" Don't worry I get it, your just like me. You like your personal life to be private doesn't matter what it is" I replied smiling while watching her stretch a little. I cant help but admire her and how amazing she looks tonight, It still hasn't clicked that I am actually about to have dinner with one of the most stunning women in the music industry.
" come on, its freezing out here" I said quickly after realising that I was staring at her, without even thinking about it I gently grabbed her hand and began walking. Since I parked at the back I didn't start walking to the front of the Restaurant since my plan involves us not being seen.
" Um Marshall, isn't the restaurant that Way?" She asked hearing all the worry and concern in her voice as we walked behind these shops, I can tell she was freaking out a little bit, and I have to admit walking behind in this car park does seem a little scary, but there was no way I was planning on putting her in danger.
" yeah, don't worry I know the owner and have worked something out with him. Trust me it will be fun" I replied, within seconds feeling her loosen up. I know she doesn't trust people and if she is anything like me, those words would have gone in one ear and out the other. It was within seconds that we reached the back door and began walking through this long hallway, it wasn't until we reached this old stair case that I noticed how closely we were walking together, I didn't even realise that since I first grabbed her hand back at the car, our fingers have gone from barely touching to fully being entwined with each other and holding onto each other firmly and securely. Majority of first dates that I have been on, you never really hold each other hands, and if you do it would never be like the way we are, it was like it is normal for us and we do it all the time. To be honest I could be reading to much into this, but for some reason I feel that this is only the beginning of something, but I am not going to think about it to much since I felt the same way with Mariah and look how that turned out.
" Marshall, good to see you again. Hopefully no trouble getting in" the owner cheered, quickly walking to greet us after walking up the sketchy stairs and through a creepy hallway.
" Yeah, long time no see. Luckily there was no trouble what's so ever. Garry this is Ashley, Ashley this is Garry the owner of the restaurant" I introduced, seeing Garry's face turn from normal to the most shocked and stunned face ever was just price less, since he had no idea before hand that I was planning on bringing one of the most famous singers in the industry.
" Holy shit! Your Ashley Ann. My daughters just loves you" he gushed quickly, trying to get all his love and surprise out within a few seconds, I know he tries to act as professional as possible every time I come here, but this is the first time I have bought someone else with me.
Ashely's smile just appeared as she shook his hand a let him gush all over her before guiding us towards the private room, located just above the actual restaurant. Watching Ashley fake smile while thanking Garry for his complements he gave to her every few seconds, knowing deep down she is probably disagreeing to everything he said to her makes me feel sorry for her and relate to her in someway.
" OMG, this place looks amazing" she admired as soon as the doors were opened and we were let in to the private room. This wasn't just a room with a little table in it surrounded by wine, instead it has a lounge area, a table area and a little bowling ally.
" thanks I decorated it myself" I thanked her, taking her compliment to heart. She just turned and looked at me in surprise, so I guess I forgot to mention one important detail.
" Oh yeah Garry owns the restaurant downstairs but this room belongs to me. I bought it back in 2008 when I wanted to be alone all the time. It gave me a chance to bring the girls up here and have dinner without being seen by anyone" I replied while giving Garry instruction. I want to be alone with Ashley and no one to disturb us, so luckily Garry has agreed to be the only one catering for us tonight, allowing us the most privacy.
" when you cant get your own freedom, build your own. I like it" she smiled, while admiring the room some more, I do have to admit I like how she thinks, we tend to have a lot of things in common when it comes to wanting our privacy. That's the one thing she does not have in common with Mariah, unlike Ashley, Mariah loved the paparazzi and being center of attention even though she went on about hating the spotlight and wanting her own privacy, there were just little things that she did that showed me she matter in fact loved the spotlight.
Our Date quickly got on the way and just like before we were comfortable with each other, unlike usual dates there was never the awkward silence you get at the beginning of the of the date when you don't know how to start a conversation. Before we knew it, we were mucking around like teenagers while waiting for dinner to arrive.
" No offense, you suck at this game" I commented coming from behind her and watching how badly she is going at this Arcade game that I have in the corner, it was one of those real old games that I love to play.
" hey its hard. You have to move this thing really quickly and also push this button every ten seconds" she complained, trying to concentrate on making sure to push the button when she should. I have to admit the game was pretty and it did take me a long time to get my head around, but I have learned and now I am a pro at the game.
" Luckily I'm a pro at the game" I joked while walking up behind her, seeing her struggling was kind of funny but since I am finally trying not so hard to hide me feelings for Ashley, I knew this could be the best opportunity to start flirting with her and seeing how it goes. So taking one step closer behind her and closing the gap between our bodies, so my lips were inches from her ear and our faces were beside each other.
" Here, you flick this thing to get the ball through and I will push the button every ten seconds" I whispered in her ear, trying to be seductive but also keeping the carefree atmosphere between us knowing we both didn't want to turn this into a full on Romantic date but realising some harmless flirting couldn't hurt. Placing one hand beside hers on the side of the game while my other went to rest on the button that I needed to press, within seconds we are laughing while playing the game, this time making her get a better score than before.
" See, told you it wouldn't take long before getting the hang of it" I complimented her after playing a few games with her and getting comfortable with her being so close to me, I can tell she has also started loosening up within our very discrete position.
" yeah that's because your doing the hard bit." she replied laughing a little before turning around slowly and leaning against the game, since I had no idea she was planning on turning round, there was still no space between our bodies as she looked up at me while I rested my arms on either side of her side.
" I had no idea you're such a flirt" she teased making me laugh at her comment. I guess I have been flirting with her tonight, more than I would on any other date, but what's wrong with some harmless flirting.
" I guess it's just part of my personality, besides it's not like we're doing anything wrong" I answered her not bothering to even take a step back and give us space, I was totally comfortable with where I am at the moment. I honestly can't believe I am admitting this after everything that has happened these last couple of years.
" I guess not" was all she whispered, while leaning in a little. I swear our lips were so close that if I took one more move closer to her they would be touching.
" Mmm... I think I can smell dinner" she continued whispering while we were so close I swear she was going to but before I know it she is brushing past me towards the table where Garry has just entered with our foods.
" Food looks amazing, thanks Garry" she complimented like nothing had just happened between us. I know what she is doing, she is playing with me, teasing me, making me want her and I guess its working because while she is over near the food, I am here wanting and craving her more than I did before.
" I am really enjoying myself, thankyou so much for inviting me tonight" she again thanking me for bringing her tonight after we had begun our dinner, it is weird I swear if this was any other kind of date there would be an awkward silence or uncomfortable feeling between us since having that near kiss and her totally teasing me, but for some reason I didn't get angry that she was playing with me and instead we seem to be getting on a lot better since we are more out there with the flirting and the seductive comments we make towards each other.
Even while watching her walk up to the bowling alley and bending over to roll the ball is making me want her even more, since we started playing a game of bowling after enjoying a nice dinner and a long conversation about general things including her new life in Detroit I still can't manage to shake of my attraction for her. But that doesn't stop me from noticing the little things she has been doing to cover up the insecurities that seem to come to surface every once and while. Normal people wouldn't recognise them but since I spent so many years with them and I still do I know what the signs are when someone tries to fake it to make it. Even though she is flirting and teasing with me constantly, moments during tonight when I would stare she can never keep the eye contact because she gets self conscious around me and I haven't been able to give her one compliment the whole night, whenever I do she turns it down and tells me I am crazy or I am lying. Its like she cant take compliments, which is a shame because she does look beautiful tonight and she deserves to be told that.
" I don't know how you do that" I commented just after she rolled the ball and is walking back towards the seats.
"do what?" she asked looking concerned thinking something was wrong. THis is what I was talking about before, she seems to always think she has done something wrong when ever I make a comment like this.
" manage to still look hot while rolling really shit" I joked laughing as I began to walk closer, but noticing all she did was roll her eyes before turning back round again. This is what she does, she can never look at you after you compliment, she always walks away to hide her blush or say something back.
" your just saying that because you want to get in my pants. Sorry to say not going to happen" she scowled, beginning to walk off but not getting really far since I quickly grabbed her wrist, turning her back around to look at me.
" Don't you think I would be a little bit more hands on, if I was trying to get into your pants." I seductively whispered, pulling her closer to my body and feeling the heat of her against my chest. I am trying to prove a point here, but who said I couldn't do it, with a little bit of seduction in their. I can feel her heart against mine beating dramatically, as I lift my hand up to her face and slowly push a strand of hair out of the way, before leaning in a little closer but this time more to the side of her face.
" Trust me, you would be able to tell if I was trying to get into your pants" I whispered in her ear softly, making sure to graze it with me lips and teeth, trying to tease her just like she teased me before. Luckily my behaviour is having an effect on her as I can feel the heat coming of her without even touching her.
" Marshall, I'm not ready to get into a relationship at the moment" she muttered after realising what I am trying to do, maybe it is the small kisses I am placing on her neck that is giving away my lust for her. I have to admit I was taken back by her comment and timing of the comment, but since we are getting along so well once again the mood and atmosphere never once came awkward or uncomfortable. Even When she is basically turning me down, I never once consider taking my hands that rest on her lower back or create space between our faces, instead I turn her around so her back is now agasint my chest and I am able to look down over her shoulder.
" good because neither Am I" I replied while beginning to kiss the top of her shoulders that are now exposed from her top moving.
" but you cant stand here and deny that there isn't some attraction between us" I continued, smiling while watching her trying so hard not to moan from my breath against her skin and the hickey I started to develop on her lower neck. Since her top is a lose one, its pretty hard not to look down at her flat chest and the lacy Bra she is wearing underneath.
" Just admit it you're attracted to me as well" I went on, gliding my fingers tips along her flat stomach trying to get her to say something not really caring how low I was rubbing. I know she is attracted to me, I have noticed it for a while now, and since we both don't want a relationship I cant see the harm in finding out how far that attraction goes between us.
" Lets just say I was. What than? you don't want a relationship, I don't want a relationship. " she muttered, while still enjoying my tenderly touch.
" I don't know, just because we both don't want a or aren't ready for a serious relationship doesn't mean we still cant have something casual, you know enjoy each others company without having all the issues with Jealousy and trust come up" I said, stopping my kissing and becoming less seductive while explaining how this could work out. Its not like Friends with Benefits.
" so two adults who are attracted to each other, just hanging out" she said, smiling as I agreed with our little plan. the thing about it was, there wasn't really any planning to go into it. we were just going to see where it takes us, who knows we might not end up hanging out at all.
I started kissing her shoulder again but moving quickly up her neck hoping to sneak an actual kiss from her, but just like always someone had to wreck the best moment. I could hear Garry walking up the stairs coming towards the room, but praying inside he wasn't going to knock, but of course he does.
So instead of kissing her lips which are inches from mine again,I turned round and began walking towards the door.
" What's up Garry" I said meeting him right when walking into the room, unlike before he doesn't seem as happy and cheer ful.
" We have problem Marshall. I don't know how but somehow it got out that your here at my restaurant on a date and their are paparazzi everywhere outside waiting to get a glimpse of you" he Quickly blurted, probably thinking it was better to get all of it out than leave any important details. as soon as I heard him, my heart nearly stopped, this was what I didn't want to happen.
" Are you kidding me, shit !! " I yelled quickly losing me temper as his word kept replaying over in my head. the paparazzi are outside and they just know I am here they have no idea Ashely is here as well.
"I'm sorry Marshall, I don't how it got out." I heard Garry apologizing in the background but not really concentrating on what he is saying.
" Is there another way out?" I also heard Ashley asked as she joined us near the door, the complete seductive and tempting moment was now ruined by the the thought of not being able to get out of here without tons of cameraman in mine and Ashley's face.
" Nope, only way is the way we came in but knowing the paparazzi they will have that covered to" I muttered, walking over towards the side of the room trying to think of another way out, there is no way I can be seen with her. Not being mean or a thing, it's just not an option at the moment.
" I have an idea that might work" Garry spoke up, making me look up in interest, right now I have nothin and any option is better than nothing.
" Go on " I replied walking curiously back over to them. Garry's face turned more nervouse than I ever have seen it, I guess both Ashley and I listening carefully to him and putting him on the spot wasn't helping his anxiety, I guess when he said it he wasn't actually expecting me to be curious as to whAt he has to say.
" Well you own this room so what about if you guys stay up here until we close downstairs. I will make sure all the staff leave via the front door so the paparazzi sees that we are closing for the night, they will see me to leave last and turn of all the light and lock up, which will convince them that there is defiantly no Eminem here and will eventually leave, allowing you guys not to get noticed." he explained, talking. Little bit faster than normal because of his nerves but getting his idea across and I have to admit it's a pretty smart idea that might work.
" That might a actually work" I said, giving it another quick think and since both Ashley and I have no other plans I guess this is the way to go.
" Does that sound alright to you ?" I asked looking over at Ashley who has taken a seat on the lounge, soon as I glanced at her I still couldn't help but think about the position we were in a few minutes ago and how close my lips were to hers .
" Yeah sounds good" she replied, giving me a soft smile trying to assure me she is cool with the idea, but as much as she seemed happy I still felt bad knowing we have to go to all this trouble just so we don't get seen with each other.
" I guess we can keep ourselves entertained for another couple of hours until the restaurant shuts and the paparazzi leave" I joked, giving her a little wink which made her giggle to herself because she knows exactly what I have in mind. I couldn't help but smile while guiding Garry back out and saying my goodbye as my mind kept thinking about all the enjoyable stuff we can come up with while wasting time In this private room with no windows and concrete flooring.
" Garry is going to bring some snacks up " I replied while walking back over to Ashley and Joining her on the couch. I know what I want to do with her, but I also didn't mind even if we sat talking all night and do nothing sexual just as long as I get to spend it with her.
Knowing we were going to have to turn of the lights as soon as the restaurant closed downs stairs, just to make sure no one saw that we were still in the building, Ashley and I ended up finishing our bowling game, but since we mucked around a lot, it took about 2 hours to finish the game, which of course didn't bother me because I got to stare at her amazing backside.
" don't tell me your afraid of the dark" I joked, after seeing the way Ashley tensed up and went quiet for a while as soon as I got up to turn the lights out. Since our bowling game took longer than expected, before we knew it the restaurant was closing so we had to get comfortable in the one spot because as soon as we turned the lights out you couldn't see anything.
" Come on you have to admit, it's pretty scary and dark. " she replied, while joining her on the couch. All I could see was the outline of her body, it wasn't the ideal date knowing I couldn't actually physically see her but at least we could still talk. As laughed at her, I couldn't help all the lustful thoughts run through my head, so just like any other man I took charge of the situation.
" Come here" I quietly said leaning forward a little and placing my hand on her waist and pulling her body into me, before settling my back against the arm rest and placing her between my legs.
" you cold?" I asked placing a blanket over us knowing the heater had been turned of as well. squeezing her gently as she settled comfortable in between my legs with my arms holding her tightly, now I know there isn't any sexual moves being pulled, but I honestly didn't care at this moment, because within this moment her laying with me on this sofa with her head resting on my chest was all I needed.
" who knew you could be such a gentleman" she commented, giggling softly that made small vibrations on my chest. I couldn't also help laugh at her comment and thinking about how long its actually been since I have done something romantic like this. Usually I wouldn't be this comfortable or forward with a girl on a first date, unless I was putting on the nice guy act just so I could get into her pants since every girl likes the gentleman type, but its weird because I didn't pull this move to get into her pants even though I have been thinking about it all night, surprisingly I actually just wanted to hold her.
It all took us a short time to actually get comfortable, since the heater was turned of the room was freezing but luckily the friction and body heat between us was keeping under the blankets much warmer.
" Nicest person you have met in the industry that surprised you?" she asked, while we continued sitting here in the dark talking about anything that came to mind. Right now we were ask random questions about each other and I have surprisingly learnt a lot.
" Umm Elton John. You?" I answered quickly knowing I didn't have to think about it. I had met back in 2001 and was very surprised at how nice he was, we hadn't talked for ages but it was nice when he offered to help with my recovery back in 2008 and since than I call him every week.
" um probably Leonardo" she replied, making me laugh she is defiantly more famous than him but that's the thing I have noticed about Ashley, she still acts like she is the underdog and doesn't act on her popularity. Leonardo was probably starstrucked when he met her, but to her meeting Leonardo was the big deal. I like that about her, I like how she still has people that she admires and hasn't let her ego explode even though she is probably the biggest female act in the industry.
" the person with the biggest Ego?" she asked again, while we continued to sit here letting my hand play with hers as they sat interlocked together under the blankets.
" um defiantly Mariah Carey" I smirked not even having to think about it, still remembering those silly days where I would actually put up with her dramatics and Princess behaviour. These I am not as desperate.
" Didn't you guys like date? she's so stunning" she commented, I cant believe she even said she was stunning, when obviously she hasn't looked at herself in the mirror recently, but I guess if she did she still wouldn't see the beauty I see.
" Beauty only goes skin deep" I replied, while lightly stroking her arm. That's the thing about Mariah yeah she might be beautiful but since having a relationship with her I realised that her beauty is only on the outside, and ugliness and ego is the only thing she is full off. Having an attitude that the whole world revolved around her and everyone should praise her because she had a few hits.
Its funny how different people are, Mariah and I would have never been able to sit like this and talk about normal things, she would usually have like butler with her to hold her straw while she drank her drink, or she wouldn't have laid down like this just in case her dress got wrinkled or something. That's the difference between her and Ashley, through out this whole night I have had many moments where I actually had to remind myself that she is one of the highest selling artist because she doesn't even act the slightest bit like a Diva.