Destined to Explode

Call me a name,
Kill me with words,
Forget about me,
It's what I deserve,
I was your chance,
to get out of this town,
but I ditched the car,
and left you to wait outside.

Tay's is a no longer in high school, her life isn't what you would call normal. In fact it was the very opposite, or so she thought. She lived with her siblings, but they were never home, so she basically fended for herself. Although the job that she has, she enjoys, She works with her best friend, and band mates. But what she hid from everyone, was that the one thing that made her happy, Alex, had left her. He left without a word, no sign of how he was doing. Hell, She didn't know if he was still alive, but from time to time, it would get to her. She could still feel his lips against her skin, she could still imagine him laying next to her, just so she could sleep. The sweet smell of his cologne still lingered on her jacket. She missed him, she longed for him. Every now and then, she would still break down. But, what would happen to her if he came back?

Disclaimer: Adult Language, self harm, and suicidal thoughs and actions. You have been warned