How Will I Know?

Some people grow old , others die young .

-Kimmmmeeeeeeeeh ♥

(Yeah Kim is less original than A :P)

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The boys left around two in the morning. Me and the girls chatted a bit and decided that we were all tired from all we did since we've been here so we would just stay in the next day -or actually today- and the boys had some kind of radio interview so we could really be lazy.

You don't know how well I slept that night. My dreams where invaded with Liam. I couldn't believe how everything with him just felt so natural. The way we had danced, the way we had cuddled, how he held my hand or the way that my designated place was beside him. I found myself wishing that deep down inside, all of this would mean the same to him as it did to me but I knew that even if there was a chance, I would go back to Canada at the end of the summer and he would stay here, not even on the same continent and that would simply break me.

"Good morning girls!" I exclaimed coming upstairs once I was dressed.

"Someone slept well!" Andie said.

"Does it have anything to do with the fact that Liam forgot his sweatshirt yesterday and that you brought it down with you?" Kim wiggled her eyebrows.

"Not at all. I actually washed it cause it's smelled like chlorine so even if I wanted to sleep with it, there was no point." I blatantly told her.

They laughed.

"So what do we do today?" I asked grabbing myself a bowl of cereal.

"Well later this afternoon I have a Skype date with my parents but other than that, I have nothing planned." Kim said.

"Yeah and I was planning on job searching on the internet so that I could actually have an interview or two by the time we get back in Ottawa."

"Okay well for now, how about we play board games?" I asked all smiles. I knew the girls would never turn down board games. We started out by playing a Monopoly game which ended pretty close between A and Kim but A won. After we played Life but our version was a bit different. We played soap opera Life meaning all our characters had names and their were affairs going on and some people would get special treatment depending on the jobs we had (example: you had to pay 25 000$ for a painting, well the artist has the right to tell you, I'll sell it to you for 15 000$ if...) so the game always ends up pretty interesting. Andie had 4 kids while I had none and Kim had only one. I was a doctor, the latter was an artist and A was a sport superstar. It was pretty funny.

After two games of that, Kimey had to leave for her family Skype date so Andrea went to her room and I went downstairs. I was feeling quite inspired as the last lyrics I had played on my guitar came back to me. I grabbed my sheet music and started writing down the chords and the lyrics to my newest song. After an hour or so, I was really happy with how it had came up.

I woke up and saw the sun today
You came by without a warning
You put a smile on my face
I want that for every morning

What is it I'm feeling?
'Cause I can't let it go
If seeing is believing
Then I already know

I'm falling fast
I hope this lasts
I'm falling hard for you
I say let's take a chance
Take it while we can
I know you feel it too

I'm falling fast
I'm falling fast

It doesn't matter what we do
You make everything seem brighter
I never knew I needed you
Like a sad song needs a sea of lighters

What is it I'm feeling?
'Cause I can't let it go
If seeing is believing
I already know

I'm falling fast God
I hope this lasts
'Cause I'm falling hard for you
I say let's take a chance
Take it while we can
'Cause I know you feel it too

I'm falling fast
I'm falling fast

I hope you know
I hope it lasts
I'm falling hard, I'm falling fast
We can go, no holding back

I hope you know
I hope it lasts
I'm falling hard, I'm falling fast
We can go, no holding back

I'm falling fast
I hope this lasts
I'm falling hard for you
I say "Let's take a chance"
Take it while we can
I know you feel it too

I'm falling fast
I'm falling fast

I had stopped singing for a moment struck by the fact that Liam had appear behind me and had sung half of my bridge before we completed the song together. He was now sitting so close to me that I could feel his hot breath hit against my face. We were staring at each other so intensely that I don't know what took over me because I never -and I mean NEVER- act like this with boys but I grabbed his face and kissed him hard. I knew that it was the only time I would ever do so and that probably after today I would never see him again. Once I pulled away, I quickly stood up and grabbed the guitar, which I had left aside, to go put it back on his stand so that I wouldn't be facing him anymore. I bit my lip and closed my eyes for a second as my pulse came back to a half regular beat.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that. I mean I don't know what came over me but..." I turned around to find him inches from my face. He took his hand and gently placed it on my cheek.

"You don't know how long I've waited to do that and with what happened with Zayn, I just didn't know how to act anymore around you so you just made everything easier." she whispered before he kissed me but this time, it was slow and passionate. He pulled back and I suddenly saw a gleam in his eyes like a 5 year old that just had an amazing idea.

"What are you doing tomorrow night?" he asked.

"Um, I don't know me and the girls haven't planned anything yet."

"Perfect, don't. You'll hear from me soon." he gave me a peck on the lips and ran up the stairs and out the door.

I couldn't believe what just happened. My legs felt weak so I collapsed on the couch and as soon as I heard the front door close, I did the only think I could think of the express my emotions: scream.

"WHAT'S WRONG? WHAT HAPPENED?" Kim and Andrea came rushing down the stairs.

"Why did Liam run out like that? And why didn't he take his hoodie?"

Oh so that's why he was here.

"I...I...I don't understand what just happened. I think I have a... a date with Liam tomorrow night."