Status: Love you xx
How Will I Know?
Capítulo Veintiocho
Liam's P.O.V.
The past day and a half have been awful. I've barley left Sabrina's side, only to go to the bathroom or grab the occasional phone call. The girls explained to me what had happen and I couldn't believe how dumb I was. This was all my fault. The girls had found Sab's laptop open on various articles and mean comments that were written all over Twitter. I should have known that with her past, this would be hard for her. I should have been more careful. I was so stupid! I could have lost her over wanting her too much. The doctor says that she is still stable but that if she didn't wake up in the next 75 hours, we would have a decision to make. I didn't even want to think about it. Kimberly and Andrea have been here almost as long as I have to the exception that they were going home to shower and sleep a bit. Zayn and the boys have also been in and out for moral support but also because they truly cared.
I was completely alone for once. I was still sitting on the plastic chair at Sabrina's side and my butt was getting numb but I didn't care.
"Sabrina... I hope you can hear me. I'm truly sorry. Never in a million years did I want to inflict you that kind of pain. I'm so sorry." I was crying by now and my voice was barely a whisper.
Oh yeah, I'll tell you something
I think you'll understand
When I'll say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
Oh please, say to me
You'll let me be your man
And please, say to me
You'll let me hold your hand
Now let me hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
And when I touch you I feel happy
Inside
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide
I can't hide
I can't hide
Yeah, you've got that something
I think you'll understand
When I'll say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
As cheesy as that might sound, on the last verse that I was able to croak out, tears running down my cheeks once more, I felt her fingers start to move and her heart monitor picked up.
"Sabrina? Sab? Please talk to me!" Never letting go of her hand, I repeatedly pressed on the service button and soon a nurse and a doctor were rushing in checking her pulse.
"Sir you will have to get out of the room please." the nurse said.
"No. I'm staying with her."
"Sir, we need you out. Now." I wanted to echo my previous thought when I saw the doctor's look.
"Mr..Payne, if she is walking up, nobody needs to be in the room in case of a severe memory lost that could cause a wave of panic from miss Codds." I simply nodded and left the room quietly.
I was deep in thought when the nurse came out of the room. "Excuse me? Why didn't no one mention memory lost before?"
"Miss Codds has very low chances of having memory lost sir but it was still best for you to leave."
"How is she now? Is she awake?"
"When I left her eyes where fluttering open sir. Everything will be fine." she smiled and left. I huge weight was lifted off my shoulders as I knew she was now awake. But now, I was only dreading the worst. That she didn't remember who we were. What we were. Who I was.
20 minutes past before her doctor emerged from the room, wearing a smile on his face. Before I even had a chance to speak, the doctor walked to me:
"All tests are clear Mr.Payne. The blood transfusion were all successful and her memory do not seem to be altered. We will keep an eye on her but she should be out by tomorrow."
"Thank you so much doctor. May I see her now?" My voice was barley a whisper.
"Yes you may."
With a shaky hand I gently push the door as I saw her head, now sporting pink cheeks, whip towards me.
"Liam." Was all that came out of her mouth before I crashed my lips on hers gently as tears were escaping both of our eyes.
The past day and a half have been awful. I've barley left Sabrina's side, only to go to the bathroom or grab the occasional phone call. The girls explained to me what had happen and I couldn't believe how dumb I was. This was all my fault. The girls had found Sab's laptop open on various articles and mean comments that were written all over Twitter. I should have known that with her past, this would be hard for her. I should have been more careful. I was so stupid! I could have lost her over wanting her too much. The doctor says that she is still stable but that if she didn't wake up in the next 75 hours, we would have a decision to make. I didn't even want to think about it. Kimberly and Andrea have been here almost as long as I have to the exception that they were going home to shower and sleep a bit. Zayn and the boys have also been in and out for moral support but also because they truly cared.
I was completely alone for once. I was still sitting on the plastic chair at Sabrina's side and my butt was getting numb but I didn't care.
"Sabrina... I hope you can hear me. I'm truly sorry. Never in a million years did I want to inflict you that kind of pain. I'm so sorry." I was crying by now and my voice was barely a whisper.
Oh yeah, I'll tell you something
I think you'll understand
When I'll say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
Oh please, say to me
You'll let me be your man
And please, say to me
You'll let me hold your hand
Now let me hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
And when I touch you I feel happy
Inside
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide
I can't hide
I can't hide
Yeah, you've got that something
I think you'll understand
When I'll say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
As cheesy as that might sound, on the last verse that I was able to croak out, tears running down my cheeks once more, I felt her fingers start to move and her heart monitor picked up.
"Sabrina? Sab? Please talk to me!" Never letting go of her hand, I repeatedly pressed on the service button and soon a nurse and a doctor were rushing in checking her pulse.
"Sir you will have to get out of the room please." the nurse said.
"No. I'm staying with her."
"Sir, we need you out. Now." I wanted to echo my previous thought when I saw the doctor's look.
"Mr..Payne, if she is walking up, nobody needs to be in the room in case of a severe memory lost that could cause a wave of panic from miss Codds." I simply nodded and left the room quietly.
I was deep in thought when the nurse came out of the room. "Excuse me? Why didn't no one mention memory lost before?"
"Miss Codds has very low chances of having memory lost sir but it was still best for you to leave."
"How is she now? Is she awake?"
"When I left her eyes where fluttering open sir. Everything will be fine." she smiled and left. I huge weight was lifted off my shoulders as I knew she was now awake. But now, I was only dreading the worst. That she didn't remember who we were. What we were. Who I was.
20 minutes past before her doctor emerged from the room, wearing a smile on his face. Before I even had a chance to speak, the doctor walked to me:
"All tests are clear Mr.Payne. The blood transfusion were all successful and her memory do not seem to be altered. We will keep an eye on her but she should be out by tomorrow."
"Thank you so much doctor. May I see her now?" My voice was barley a whisper.
"Yes you may."
With a shaky hand I gently push the door as I saw her head, now sporting pink cheeks, whip towards me.
"Liam." Was all that came out of her mouth before I crashed my lips on hers gently as tears were escaping both of our eyes.