Synthetic Love

I hate that I love you...

Ever since I saw Ryan and Allie kissing, I tried my best to avoid him, but he found why I was annoyed with him. He apologised and told me that it meant nothing and I couldn't help but forgive him. I love him too much to stay annoyed with him.
Nicole still hasn't recovered from her sickness and I'm beginning to worry if there was something seriously wrong.
Even though she wasn't well, Nicole still planned her wedding, as it was going to be in a couple of months, after Warped. I already had my bridesmaid dress and today we were going to get her wedding dress.
'What kind of dress are you looking for?' Nicole's aunt Tracy asked from the backseat.
'Like, something that fits my body because I'm so damn short. But I'm wearing like five inch heels under it.' She answered.
'Like a mermaid...or fit and flare?' She asked.
'Yeah.' Nicole responded.
When we arrived at the shop, Ricky was looking through the dresses. He had picked out a black dress that...let's just say there were nicer dresses in the shop.
We finally find THE dress and Nicole began to cry. I smiled and hugged her, telling her that she looked beautiful.
A few hours later, we were in a studio recording the song that Chris and Nicole had written together; "Angel Eyes".
Nicole was going to be singing with Chris on the track and she was really nervous.
When Chris finished his parts, Nicole stepped into the booth, placing the headphones over her ears and began to sing. I wrapped my arms around Ryan's neck, kissing him.

'There's something about you,
I can not explain
I just want to know you,
I just want to know your name
It's not what you said,
Not the way you said it
I'm under your spell and I don't regret it

Take my breath,
Baby reach inside my chest,
You can have whatever's left,
Cause baby I'm possessed'.

When she finished the verse, I grinned. She was amazing!
'Wow girl, your voice suits this.' Ricky's girlfriend, Cambree said, pressing the speaker button so that Nicole could hear her through the headphones.
Chris nodded. 'She does.'

Nicole began to sing the chorus and last verse, before Chris stepped into the booth to record his screaming.
A short while after, the producer played the final result and it sounded amazing!
I voiced my thoughts. 'This is amazing.' Ryan smiled down at me, nodding in agreement, before kissing my hair.
'When are we shooting the video?' Nicole asked from beside me, looking at Chris.
'Two days from now.' Chris answered her.
Chris and Nicole began to plan out the music video, while I sat on Ryan's lap, joking about with him and making out.

Afterwards, Nicole and I decided to go out to eat, as the guys had to do an interview.
We sat down at the table we were given.
'So, how is your relationship going?'
Nicole asked me.
'Ryan is spending more time with Allie than me.' I sighed.
'Is something going on with them? I've noticed it too.' She responded.
'I don't say anything because it will end in an argument.' I said, running a hand through my hair.
'That's not the way a relationship is supposed to be. A relationship is supposed to be like, where you hardly fight and argue and you listen to each other.' She said, sipping her beer.
I nodded in agreement.
'What do I do?' I asked her, wanting her advice on how to have a relationship like her and Chris'.
'I don't know. Ryan can snap easily over something.' She said.
I bit my lip. 'Yeah, I can try to talk to him.'
She nodded 'That's the best thing to do.' She said.
We continued to talk and after eating, we walked back to Warped.
When we reached the gate, Nicole's phone rang.
She pulled the phone out of her pocket, before answering.
'Hello?' She said.
The person on the other end said something.
'What’s going on?' She asked.
'What?! How!' She exclaimed, starting to cry.
'When did it happen?' She asked through tears.
'When should I come?'
'Okay. I'll see you soon.' She said, hanging up.
I was about to ask her what happened, but she took off towards the bus after placing her sunglasses over her red eyes.
Ryan wrapped his arms around my waist from behind.
'Hey you.' He kissed my cheek, hugging me.
'Where were you?' I asked him, turning in his arms, wrapping my arms around his neck.
'I was with-'
'Allie?' I asked him, trying to hide the jealousy I felt, but I knew he picked up on it.
He sighed 'What's your problem with her?' He asked me, shaking his head.
I looked away, but he tilted my jaw towards him.
'She obviously-'
'Not this again!' Ryan groaned, pulling away from me.
'She does like you! YOU told me that SHE kissed you!' I pointed at him.
He ran a hand through his hair.
'Yes. She did. But that doesn't mean she-'
'She DOES like you. You're just too blind to see it. Please Ryan! Listen to me. I don't want to lose you.' I whispered, but I know he heard me.
His face softened. 'You won't lose me. I love you too much to let you go.'
As soon as he said that, I collapsed into his arms, kissing him.
'I love you too Ry-Ry. So much more than you know...' I whispered, kissing him again, wrapping my arms around his neck, while he pulled me in closer.
He lifted me, carrying me over to the bus, bridal style, in time to see Chris and Nicole leaving, with bags in their hands.
'Where are they going?' I asked Ryan, as he opened the door to the bus.
'Who cares. We get their bed while they're gone.' He kissed me again, throwing me on the bed, and locking the door, before climbing on top of me...
Even though I was enjoying this, I couldn't help but wonder why Chris and Nicole left so suddenly.
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