Secret Love

It's our last day in Bali. our bags are packed, we've checked out of our room. Our flight is this evening, we left our bags at the reception of the hotel and we were laying out on the beach enjoying the last few hours of peace. I really don't want to think about what life is going to be like once we get back to Sydney. I know it's going to have to go back to hiding away, i just don't want it to. i'm so tired of it. I'm tired of having to hide the fact i have the most amazing man in my life. i wish we could just move to a small town where no one knows who Ashton is or anything and we can just be in peace like we are right here now in Bali. I was lost in my thoughts that i didn't even notice Ashton get up beside me
"Babe, can you stand up for a minute please" he said
i opened my eyes and saw him standing over me blocking the sun from my body.
"er Sure" i replied
i stood up and he took my hands in his
"I love you so much Olivia Jessica Leroy, I've had the most amazing 2 years with you and i want so many more with you, i can't imagine my life with out you"
my mind shut off, i was going into shock, he better not be doing what i think he is doing because i'm about to pass out. i can here him saying stuff but i'm not registering it at all it's all just mumble in my heard as my heart is pounding out of my chest, i'm shaking and i'm sure he can feel me shaking. I look at him and he does it, he's getting down on one knee. Breathe Olivia, Breathe.
"Olivia Jessica Leroy, i'm not proposing to you. But i am promising you that no matter what i'm going to be here for you and love you with all my heart, through all this madness we are in right now i want to see us make it through to the other side. i want you to take this promise ring with is a reminder of this promise i am making to you that i love you and i want to be with you through thick and thin"
I calmed down a little after hearing him say he isn't proposing not that i wouldn't say yes to him. I'm just think we're a little too young for that.
"What do you say, do you take my promise" he said
"Yes, i take your promise and i promise to be there with you and love you through everything and be by your side" i said
He stood up, took my hand and slipped the promise ring on my ringer and then connected our lips together. i held on to him so tight and kissed him with so much passion and love. Anyone watching would have thought it was a proposal. But it wasn't it was just too young adults making a promise to each other. A promise that to a normal couple wouldn't really be anything, it's a promise that relationships should be based on anyways. But ours is different ours with through all the Management games, through all the lies we've had to say about each other through all of it we promise to be there for each other always.
"I love you so much Ashton Fletcher Irwin, it honestly hurts" I said smiling out of our kiss
"I love you too Olivia Jessica Leroy" he held me tightly and i rested my head on his chest listening to his heart beat.
"come on we should probably start to head to the airport" he said breaking the hug
"I really wish we could stay here forever"
"Me too, but we gotta go back to reality"
"Yeah, reality sucks"
"We'll be fine babe i promise"
"I know, i'm just not ready for the madness again"
He kissed the top of my head "i'll be here babe don't worry about anything, whatever happens let me handle it okay"
"okay"
we gathered up our towels and bags and headed to the reception of the hotel to collect our bags. Once we collected our bags the reception called for a taxi to take us to the airport. We waited for about 5 minutes before it pulled up. The Airport wasn't that busy our flight was at 11:45pm and right now it was only 8:00. We checked in, got out boarding passes, went through security and headed towards the gate. We sat at the gate waiting for them to start boarding
"I don't want to go home" i pouted
"Me neither" he pouted back
"you look like a sad puppy, i just want to squish your cheeks" i said as it put both my hands either side of his face. he started to pull his phone out of his pocket
"no babe, no phones until we touch down in Sydney"
"i was only going to take a Selfie" he said
"fine but nothing else"
he pulled his phone up and turned the camera towards us
"sad going home faces ready go" he said we both made pouting sad faces and he clicked the picture
"we look so stupid" i said laughing
"but at least we are stupid together"

"flight 2567 to Sydney Australia is ready to board" we heard through the speakers
"here we go babe" he said standing up and taking my hand to pull me up too. we picked up our hand luggage and joined the line to get through to the plane. 30 minutes later we were in our seats and nearly everyone was on the plane. we lucked out and got a 2 seat aisle. most of the plane was 3, 4, 3. But the further back we went they turned into 2,4,2.
"So what was your favourite part of the trip" i asked him
"well apart from you know the obvious" he said wiggling his eyebrows
"stop it" i said lighting smacking his chest "Be serious"
"Okay okay, probably the horse back riding. Seeing your face light up and the smile on your face during it was amazing to watch, what about you"
"i don't know, i loved it all but i'm gonna say just the times we were just relaxing at the beach or pool and just doing nothing together but being together"
"Yeah i liked that too"
the plane took off and i rested my head on his shoulder and tried to sleep the plane journey home.
"Excuse me, sir, Madame" i heard
i opened my eyes and saw a Stewardess standing by us
"Sorry to wake you but we are 10 minutes from landing" she said
"thank you" i replied
"Ash, Ash wake up we're nearly there" i said nudging him
"Shh babe, sleeping" he said
"Wake up babe, we 10 minutes from landing"
He sat up and looked at me
"did we really sleep the whole flight"
"i guess so, a Stewardess just woke me to let me know"
"well i guess we're back to reality then"he said
"yeah" i replied
"it's gonna be okay Olivia"
"i know, i know it will be, it's not like i don't have you in my life, i just liked how it's been all week and i don't want to go back to how it was before"
'Me neither bade, this past week has been so great, it's made me want to talk to management about this whole thing"
"Really"
'Yeah i mean, i've never understood why we had to do this and what it is achieving so i don't see why we gotta do this"
"Yeah i've never got it, i've just gone with it because its your career"
"well i'm gonna sort it out okay" he kissed my forehead
The plane landed and we were back on Australian ground.