My Secret

"Mom, I've finished my exercises of Math." Cristian smilied at me

"Well done babe." I said ruffling his hair

"Why don't you show that song? I mean if that's ok with your mom."Marshall asks looking at me, which makes Cristian looks at me too with those puppy eyes and makes a face.

I sighed, "Ok, but don't take too long, the food is gonna be ready in fifteen minutes" I said

They both noded and went to his room.

20 minuties later...

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"Guys the lunch is ready" I yelled. A few seconds later I hear their footsteps coming to the kitchen. We all sat down

"Yummy, that's really good mummy. I love it you're a great cook, the pasta is really good " he says while licking his lips

I laughed and said, "Thanks babe, I'm glad you like it"

Cristian turned to his dad, "Right dad?" He asked him. Marshall cleared his voice and nodded.

Then Cristian asked another question, "Did mom ever cook for you dad?"

"Yes she did, she cooked for me a few times, and you're right she's a great cook. He paused and chuckled a little the said, "I remember she made tortilla uhh something. Whatever it was, it was delicious!" He said

"It's Tortilla Española. Thanks, but I'm not that great." I blushed a bit

"Yes you are. They both say together. We all laughed. We finished our food. Marshall and Cristian went to the living room while I clean everything and wash the plates. After I finished I went to the living room with them, we watched some tv together, but after two hours the two of them went to Cris's room rap some more and whatever they were doing. Well I guess you can call it 'father and son bonding'. After an hour pass by, they come out of Cristians room.

"Mom, dad has to go." He said with a sad smile. God I hate when he's sad. He really loves him.

"I've told him I can drive him to your sisters and then I go to the hotel" Marshall explained while looking at me

"I'm so happy you are going to have a date tonight mom." Cristian said jumping. I frowned and slowly looked at Marshall. 'Marshall what the hell did you say to my son?' I thought but didn't say anything while Cristian is in the room.

"Dad wait a second, I'm going to take some clothes for tonight and my comics." Cristian said. Marshall nods and Cristian runs off to his room

"Marshall what did you say to my son? Did you tell him we're going to get back together?" I asked him crossing my arms.

"I only say he's gonna spend the night at your sisters because we are going to talk about us and our son future." He said glaring at me

"Marshall, we're not." I said. Before he could've said anything Cristians comes running in.

"Dad, I'm ready" He said cheesing at Marshall

"Ok let's go buddy, give a kiss to your mum and say goodbye" He said

Cristian turns to me and walks, "Bye mom, I love you." He hugs me and kiss my cheek.

"Bye honey, be good with your aunt and do what she says." He nods

"Wait a second Cristian." Marshall says and goes into the house again walking to me

"It's ok if I come at seven?" He ask. I nodded

"Aight, see ya later." He says then he crashes his lips against mine. I pulled away

"Marshall!, don't do that! Cristian can sees us." I said. He laughs and closed the door. I don't know what Marshall thinks is going to happen tonight or with 'us' but I think he has a wrong idea.

Later On....

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I was watching tv when my phone rings. I picked it up.

"Hello" I said

The voice picked up, "Vic, it's me I called you because I thought maybe I could grab some food on the way, so you don't have to cook." Marshall said

"Uhmm..ok that's fine." I said

"Chinese food good for you?" He asked

"Yeah, that's fine." I said

" Then chinese food it is, see ya" He said and hung up. I put my phone down and watch some more tv.

One Hour Later

It was 6 o'clock. Then I realize that I need to take a shower, but I decided I would go for a walk with my dog first.

"Pulgasss come here boy!" I said

I hear paws coming around the corner to me. He looks at me and waggles his tails.

"Good Boy! Good Boy!" I praised at him and gave him a treat. Then we went to our walk. Twenty minutes after our walk we went back home. I go to the bathroom and finally shower. After I took my shower, I put my towel on and walked to my closet trying to pick out an outfit for tonight. I don't know what to wear. I didn't want to look to sexy because he would think I still love him and want him back, but I don't want to look to blahh! Then I remembered I had a beautiful red dress that will hug my curves, but not too much. I found it and put it on. After I get dressed, I curled my hair, then put some make-up on. I made my face as natural as I possibly can do. I was in the room when I hear Pulgas going to the door and started barking, then someone knocks the door. It must be Marshall I thought. I looked at the mirror to see myself then I walk out of the room and went to the door. I was really nervous so I took a breath and opened the door.

"Wow, you look damn good." He said checking me out.

I blushed, "Thanks, come in." I said. He comes in with the food. I walked to the living room.

"Where do I put this?" he asks and closed the door.

"That's the food right?" I asked. He nodded

"Okay, put it in the kitchen." I said while walking to the kitchen as well

He walks to the kitchen and put the bags of food on the counter top. We suddenly looked at each other without speaking with each other. Can you said Awkard! So I decided to break the silence

"How is Cris?" I asked

"Good, good he was very happy and excited. He loves to see us together tho." He said leaning on the counter

"I know he was mad at me because we came back to Spain." I said

"I was too. That's my kid I deserve to see everyday." He said

"Marshall..." I sighed

"It's ok Vic, I understand why you did it" He said

I looked at him with shockness. I couldn't believe he said that.

"You did?" I ask surprised

"Yes, he's with the school but for the next year I want him to go to a school in Detroit" He said

"Marshall...." I said whinning a little

"Vic it's the best, you can live with me and he can meet his sisters" He said

He then comes closer and whisper in my ear

"And we can be together again." He said as he slightly brush his lips on my ear

We look at each other, but I pull away a litte. I don't want to get wrapped at him again and get hurt.

"Do you want to eat now? The food is gonna get cold and I hate when food gets cold." I said

"Uh yeah, you're probably right." He says with a little hurt in his voice

"Like always" I say and smile, trying to make this less awkward, because right now we are tense and uncomfortable

I put the plates on the table. Then I put the food on the plates. After that I put two forks and two knives.

"What did you buy?" I asked him

"I got sushi and a special fried rice with chicken. I hear it's good " He said coming in to sit

"I see why, it looks and smells delicious." I said smelling the food

He murmurs a 'yeah'. We sat at the dinning table and started to eat, but we don't speak. I knew he was staring at me. I could feel his eyes staring down at my soul. I instead shrunk a few sizes. Everyone knows when you have eyes like that staring at you, you might want to just stay quiet. When we finished our dinner, I started to clean up and put the napkins and etc in the trash. I heard a voice behind me as I began cleaning.

"Do you need help?" He said

"No I'm fine, just sit down and watch some tv, I'll be there in five minutes." I said

He nods and walks off

I took some breaths and run my hands over my hair. I was so nervous, I didn't want this I feel so uncomfortable.

I started to wash the two dishes. When I got finished I walked to the living room to see him looking at me and started to smile at me.

"Hi." I said with a small smile. I didnt want to give too much away

"Sit down, I don't bit, well unless you want me to." He said smirking

I do as I'm told and sit on the sofa not trying to sit next to him. God kill me now!

"Closer." He whispers in his sexy voice. Mhm Wait- Vicky stop that! I said to myself

"Marshall.." I started out

"Yea.." He asked

"You should stop right now" I said getting scared

"Why? Cristian is not here now why not talk now?" He asked

"Because I feel uncomfortable" I said

"You feel uncomfortable because you want me and you don't want to admit it, you are fighting with yourself " He said

"How do you know that? You don't know me" I said getting slightly pissed

"I do" He said

"No you don't, you know the Vic from 10 years ago, you don't know me. Now I'm not the same girl" I said looking at him

"Yes, I know that your not the same Vic" He said quietly. That's when I got extremely pissed

"No you dont! That Vic don't exist anymore, that Vic did everything for you that was like a lost dog without you, that was madly in love with you, and that you manipulate her for your own benifit, that was the old Vicky." I said with anger in my voice

"Vic.." He started out then I interrupted him

"When you say you love me, I pause, no you don't, you love the old Vicky. I'm stronger than I was, now I won't let any man do me what you did to me" I said more calmly

"I'm different now too, and I would never ever do the same things, I know I hurt you,and I'm sorry but you hurt me too"

"Don't blame this on me, I left because you treated me like shit, you played with me, and you cheated on me" I said

"Did you hear me?!! I said I'm sorry" He said half yelling at me

-"I'm sorry too." I whispered

"really?"

"Yes, I should have told you about Cristian, I shouldn't have walked away like I did, even if you deserved it " I said

"It broke my heart you know. It hurt me so much" He said

"I know, it broke my heart too, I thought we would be together for good, I didn't want to leave you" I said

"Why did you do then? I don't understand you should have tell me about Cristian and that you weren't happy" He said with the look of hurt written on his face

"Marshall you knew I wasn't happy, you knew it hurt me when you were with Kim and then you came back to me, I felt used!"

I break down. I know that I love him, and still do.

"Everytime you told me you were going to leave Kim, you even made love to me after you had been fucking her two hours before. How do you think that made me feel." I said letting the tears drip from my eyes

He shakes his head

"But you know I loved you, don't you?" He says. Then he grabs my face

"I do, I loved you too, you were my first everything"

"I know. I remember the first time I made love to you, you were so nervous, your body was shaking, you begged me to be gentle. I loved how your body moved against mine, how you moaned my name, I remember that night on the beach you were so fucking beautiful, and you're still is." He said kissing my neck every line he said and when he said the last line he kissed my lips and I slowly kissed back. Then I pulled back from the kiss.

"Marshall, that was the past and this is now." I said lying

"But we can start us again." He said kissing my neck again

"Marshall.." I said shakingly

"Do you still have that tattoo?" He said kissing my neck more soft

"Yess" I said moaning at the same time

"I loved that tattoo, I remember I loved licking that tattoo all night." He said in husky voice

I nodded my head, trying not to moan more.

"Will you let me to lick it tonight babe girl?" He asked

"Yes." I said grabbing his face and kissing him hard

"Girl you drive me crazy." He said in the kiss

"Marshall wait." I said pulling away

"What's wrong Vic, did I do something?" He asked confused

"No, I just dont want to have sex on the sofa, maybe the bed room is more comforting." I hinted and winked at him

He smirked and grab my hand pulling towards him

"Let's go" He said pulling me to my bedroom. He opens the door and we went inside. He closes the door and almost instantly have his hands all of my body. He kissed me and I kissed him back. He puts his hands on my waist and pulled me to him where I felt his errection. I slightly moan as I wrapped my arms around his neck. He moved his hands around the back of my thighs and grabs both of them to wrap my legs around his waist. We tounged kissed for about 2 minutes, then he start walking us to the edge of my bed and dropped me on it. He stares at my body for a minute then literally jumped on me and resume to the kisses. His hands moves all over my body to my neck all the way to my breasts to my ass and so on. I moan more than I ever moaned since the last time we did this. He presses his slim shady on my wet core. He growled the more he presses it. He stopped kissing me to unzip my dress and threw my dress on the side of the bed. He kissed my stomach with his soft lips and I moaned. His kisses trailed up to my breast and tugged my bra and somehow unclaped the bra. He looks at me with that look in his eyes letting me know- Damn I'm in for it now!

He slightly grabbed my breast softly and kisses them. I moan louder and he slowly licked my nipples. Then suddenly, he sucked at them like crazy. I put my hands in his hair and tugged at it a little rough.

"What's wrong baby, can't handle all this? I thought you would like this." He groaned while he's still sucking my breast.

"Ahh! That's not it -god! You doing so good. I want more hun. Keep doing that baby." I moaning

He stopped the sucking and slowly went down in between my thighs and pulled them apart without asking for permission. He looked and me and said the unthinkable.

"I wanna see the tattoo again." He growled while yanking my panties off.

He looked down at my clit and looked back at me and smirk

"Fuck I love when you so damn wet. I even love the tattoo more." He said and before I knew it his lips and tongue is in my clit, his tongue licking my tattoo. He went to town on my clit. He sucked, flicked, and teased it. The feeling was out of this world. He was to agressive with it. I arched my back to give him more room to eat my clit. I pushed my upper torso up to see him doing this. His tounge was working wonders on me, he devours my clit like it was his personal slurpee. He moved his head back and forth licking more of my clit. I tried to move so he can come back up to kiss me, but he wouldn't bulge. I even tried to move his his head- the first time he just went back down then the second time he gave me the look- the look that I don't think no one want to see. So I just let him eat me more. Two more minutes into it I knew I was almost done. I grasped his hair and tugged it for dear life. I cried like someone is killing me.

"Mar-Marshall!" I cried and let my cries go. He licked up my juices and crawled back up till his lips caught mine. I tasted myself. It wasn't the best taste, but it's wasn't the worst either. He broke the kiss and took off his shirt along his pants. Of course I looked over his body. Damn looked what I missed. Then my eyes drapped over his uhm slim shady. I forgot how big it was. I know I won't sleep at all tonight.

He smirked at me knowing I was looking at his cock and finally spoke, "You see something you like?" He asked

I nodded my head. He slowly took off his boxers. It proved that he was more than aroused. I moved towards him and took his cock in my hand. I moved down and kissed the tip of his cock. I moved my eyes to his and sees that he's biting his lips. I smiled slightly and got a couple of good licks in. I hear him growl and feels his hands in my hair. I teased him some more till he violently forced my head on his cock almost making me choke.

He moaned, "I'm getting fucking tired of you teasing me babe. I'm s-sorry!" he groaned

I sucked more and more till he pushed my head off. He pushed me down and kissed me.

"I want you inside of me now!" I hissed out

He broke the kiss and stared at me. He caress my face in his hands

"I want to, you don't know how bad babe, but I need a condom." He said

"Baby, don't worry I'm taking pills. I said looking at him with want in my eyes.

He looked at me and said, "Okay baby."

He pressed his cock on my wet core. I moaned slightly.

"You feel what you do to me." He said kissing my neck

I giggled. He glared at me, "Oh you think it's funny huh? It's that fucking funny to you" He asked and nibbled on my neck.

Before I could reply I feel him entering me-hard. I gasped and moan slightly loud. God I never felt him in so long.

"Fuck me." I said moaning. Still with his face in my neck, I felt him smirk and he went in harder. I screamed and grab on his neck in order to release the feeling I felt.

He kissed my neck more and later said, "You said fuck me baby, so I'm giving you what you the fuck want." He kept the speeding and hit the right spot more.

"Ah, I didn't mean literally! God!" I bite my lip.

"Oh if you didn't mean that I'm sorry I'll pull out." He said and as soon as he started to pull out, I slammed him back in making me moan in the process.

"That's what I thought." He said and keep going in and out. Hitting more harder each time he goes in. My screams was going louder and louder. I moved my hands and put it on his back scratching him. He moved his hands on my legs and wrapped them around his waist giving him more room to move. Boy, I should've stopped him. He was going in and out more rapidly and going in harder than ever. He started moaning with me.

"M-marshall!" I cried

He kissed my collarbonnd speed up the sex. He was going so fast to where I almost forgot my name.

"You want is faster baby? Huh you want more?" He asked me. When I was about to answer, he answered for me, "Too damn bad." From there he was going more faster and rougher. The only sounds I heard was, me and Marshall's moans, the bed hitting the wall back and forth, and our skin clapping together.

"GOD! Marshall! I'm coming! I'm coming!" I yelled

He kissed behind my ear, "Me too baby." He moaned and kept going at it. I moved my hands on his hair and tugged at the roots. We screamed and climax together. I let my orgasm go and he kept thrusting in me some more till he stopped. He was still inside me. I kissed his forehead and hugged him more closely. He laid his head to mines and he moved till his lips captured mines. We was panting still of the sex we just endured.

"That- w-as the best s-ex ever." I said trying to capture my breath

He nodded his head. I guess the sex took a lot out of him, well both of us really. I moved slightly and grabbed the covers to pulled over us. He was really tired.

"Good night Marshall." I said kissing him more

He kissed me and said, "Good night Vic." Soon we fell asleep.