My Secret
The Morning After
I woke up, Marshall is still asleep so slowly I get up, get dressed and go to the bathroom
after I do my business I go to the kitchen
Pulgas comes and moves his tail
-"good morning Pulgas" I say petting him
-"do you want to go for a walk?"
he moves his tail faster
-"let's go then"
i put him the leash and we leave
after 15 min we're back at home, I take him off the leash and put it in its place
I don't see Marshall so I think he's still sleeping I look at the clock it's 7:30 am I need to hurry up I start at 9:30 my work
I'm making a coffee when I feel someone behind me
-" who said you could get out of the bed?"- Marshall says in my ear and wraps me in his arms
I laugh
-"Marshall , I'm going to be late, I have to work, let go of me"- I say trying to pull away but he didn't let me and wraps me harder
-"nah, you're not going to work today, I wanna do it again"- he whispers in my ear
-"ha! impossible, I have to go to work ,sorry"
-"come on babe I know you wanna do it again too"
-" how do you know it?"
-"because you love what I do to you"
-" well.. let me tell you it was just .. ok nothing special"
-"what? you're lying!"
-"no Im not"
-"Marshall.. I want you inside me now please"
-"I said that because I wanted to turn you on but the true is I didn't like it" -I say looking at him and make a disgust face
-" man you're gonna pay for that "
he says looking me with a evil smile
-"what are you gonna do?"
-"you'll see"
then he lifts me up and put me on his shoulders carring me to my room
-"get me downnn!!"
-"nope!"- he says and puts me on the bed open my legs and position himself on the top
he stares at me
-"why are you looking at me like that?"
-"you're so beautiful"-he says and kiss me, his tongue entering in my mouth
I pull away
-"Marshall, seriously, I can't, I have to go to work and you leave later today"
-"I don't want to leave, I know I won't see you again if I leave"
-"Marshall.."
-"I want you to come with me to London and then go to Detroit"
I pull him away and get out of the bed and walk off
-"Vic Vic!!"-he runs after me and grabs my arm
-"what was that for?"- he says annoyed
-"why do you always do this?Marshall why!!"-I say with anger
-"what the fuck are you talking about?"
-"you always want to manipulate me, you always want to own me, you wanted to fuck me and now we did, the next thing in your list in making me go with you to Detroit, so you can control me and have the power, Marshall I told you I'm not the same girl! I'm not going to leave my life for you again"
-"Vic , I don't want to control you, I just want to be with you again and be a family with Cristian, that's all"
he comes closer to me ans grabs my face so I have look at him
-"don't do this Vic, last night was amazing and it proved us we can be happy together again, we love each other "
-"Marshall ,of course I love you , I always will, you're Cristian's father but I wasn't happy and last night was a mistake"
his eyes were a mixture of anger and sadness
-"Vic, do you mean that?"
I nod
-"you don't mean that, I know you don't, I know you, you're just scared to try again but.."
I cut him off
-"Marshall I told you you don't know me"- I say coldy
he glares at me
-"Vic stop! stop this now!, I know you very well! I know how you feel, I know you love me and you wouldn't have let me fuck you if you didn't!!!"
-"I do love you, you're Cristian's father and you were my first time"
-"that's bullshit, it's not only because of Cristian, you love me because you haven't been able to forget me because I've been the only man that have make you feel something you love me because even if I hurt you, we have wonderful and amazing moments and now you're scared because after what happened last night you have those feelings again and you're scared that I will hurt you again but I won't"
-"Marshall, I.."
someone opens the door
-"hi mum"- Cristian says when he walks into the house
-"dad, you're here!!"
he says and hugs us both first me then Marshall
-" did you spend the night here?"
he nods
-"so does that mean that you and mum got back together?"- he asks us
Marshall looks at me
he nods
-"yes, your mum and I are back together"
I glare at him
-"yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!OMMGG I'm so so so happy!"- he says and comes and hugs us
-"Cristian go to your room, and grab your stuff for school"
-"yes mum" he says happily
-"Marshall, what the fuck? why did you say that?"
-" Vic, give me a change, the last one, please I swear if I fuck things up, you can leave with Cristian for good and I'll only see him when you want.. Vic please.."
I close my eyes and nod
-"ok.."-I mumble
-"really?"- he says excited then lifts me up and kisses me after a few seconds he gets me down
I look at him and smile
-"so are you going to come to Detroit with me?"
I nod
-"when?"
-"Marshall.. I don't know..."
-"Vic I want a date"
-" in 2 weeks ok? I need time to get everything ready ,are you happy now ?"- I say pissed
he pushes me against him and presses his lips against mine
-"very much"- he mumbles against my mouth
-"I'm ready, we can go now"- Cristian says
-"Cristian, your mum and I have talked and if you want you and your mum can move out to Detroit with me" he says and embraces me
Cris looks at me sceptical
-"mum, seriously?"
I nod with a smile
-"yaaaaaaaayyy!!!"- he says jumping in joy
we both laugh
-"and... you're going to the concert in Detroit with me"
-"seriously?"
-"yes, plus, we're gonna record a song together, we're gonna start your carrer"
-"I love you dad"-he says and runs towards him and hugs him
-"I love you too"
I loved the moment between them but it was late
-"guys we need to go now, you're going to be late , I'm going to be late in my work and you have to leave to London"
later on............
-"dad, I'm gonna miss you"
-"don't worry , I will see you in 2 weeks, and I'm going to call every day"
-"I know but.."
-"be good and do what she says"
he nods and they hug for the last time before he leaves the car
-"he looks so happy"
-"yes, he is"
-"I'm too"
-"Marshall, I'm going to be late"- I say looking at the watch
-" ok let's go"
I tell him how to go to my work and after 10 min we arrive
-"thanks for the ride"
-"no problem, and Vic"
-"yes?"
-"thanks"
-"Marshall just don't fuck things up, no just for me but for Cristian"
-"I know, I love you"- he says and kisses me I kiss him back,after a few seconds we are in a heated make out session, he raises my shirt and touches my boobs
I pull away
-"Marshall, stop please I need to go now"
-"why? you're going to quit anyways"- he says and kisses my neck
-"Marshall..."-I moan
-"I love when you moan my name"
-"Marshall please.."
-"fine, I have the flight in 3 h"
- thanks for before by the way, it sweet you're going to give Cris tickets for your concert, he was dying to go to one of your concerts"
-"no problem, he can comes to as much concerts as he wants , if he wants he can comes to Canada with us too by the way you're coming too?"
-"I don't know.."
-"come on babe, like the old times, I still remember when we met , you were screaming, dancing, singing along, you were so fucking hot in that skirt , I remember I saw you and I thought
yo,who is that chick?I 've got to meet her , and when we kissed in front of crowd
-"I know , don't remember me"- I say and blush
-"why? it was how we met , that was our first kiss, it was how we felt in love"
-" you weren't in love, you just wanted to fuck me"
-"yeah but I did care too, at first it was just sex but when we started to talk I saw you were beautiful not only outside but inside too, I saw you weren't a ho, you were so sweet, you respected yourself and I liked that"
-"I was a silly girl"
-"no you weren't, you were the most amazing girl I've ever met, and I'm sorry for everything " he says and rest his head on my shoulder
-"shhh it's ok, I'm sorry too"
-" you shouldn't be sorry , it was all my fault, I was a dick "
-"Marshall.."
-"I can't believe we're together again"
-"neither can I "
-" vic?"
-"yes?"
-"2 weeks right?"
I nod
-"2?"
I laugh
-"yess.."
-"I'm gonna miss you"- he says and kiss me again
-"I'm gonna miss you too"- I say against his lips
-"bye Vic" he says and embraces me, after 2 second and pull away and open the door
-"bye and good luck with your concerts in London"
-"thanks babe, I will call you ok?"
-"ok,.. bye bye"- I say and close the door and go to the building where I work at
after I do my business I go to the kitchen
Pulgas comes and moves his tail
-"good morning Pulgas" I say petting him
-"do you want to go for a walk?"
he moves his tail faster
-"let's go then"
i put him the leash and we leave
after 15 min we're back at home, I take him off the leash and put it in its place
I don't see Marshall so I think he's still sleeping I look at the clock it's 7:30 am I need to hurry up I start at 9:30 my work
I'm making a coffee when I feel someone behind me
-" who said you could get out of the bed?"- Marshall says in my ear and wraps me in his arms
I laugh
-"Marshall , I'm going to be late, I have to work, let go of me"- I say trying to pull away but he didn't let me and wraps me harder
-"nah, you're not going to work today, I wanna do it again"- he whispers in my ear
-"ha! impossible, I have to go to work ,sorry"
-"come on babe I know you wanna do it again too"
-" how do you know it?"
-"because you love what I do to you"
-" well.. let me tell you it was just .. ok nothing special"
-"what? you're lying!"
-"no Im not"
-"Marshall.. I want you inside me now please"
-"I said that because I wanted to turn you on but the true is I didn't like it" -I say looking at him and make a disgust face
-" man you're gonna pay for that "
he says looking me with a evil smile
-"what are you gonna do?"
-"you'll see"
then he lifts me up and put me on his shoulders carring me to my room
-"get me downnn!!"
-"nope!"- he says and puts me on the bed open my legs and position himself on the top
he stares at me
-"why are you looking at me like that?"
-"you're so beautiful"-he says and kiss me, his tongue entering in my mouth
I pull away
-"Marshall, seriously, I can't, I have to go to work and you leave later today"
-"I don't want to leave, I know I won't see you again if I leave"
-"Marshall.."
-"I want you to come with me to London and then go to Detroit"
I pull him away and get out of the bed and walk off
-"Vic Vic!!"-he runs after me and grabs my arm
-"what was that for?"- he says annoyed
-"why do you always do this?Marshall why!!"-I say with anger
-"what the fuck are you talking about?"
-"you always want to manipulate me, you always want to own me, you wanted to fuck me and now we did, the next thing in your list in making me go with you to Detroit, so you can control me and have the power, Marshall I told you I'm not the same girl! I'm not going to leave my life for you again"
-"Vic , I don't want to control you, I just want to be with you again and be a family with Cristian, that's all"
he comes closer to me ans grabs my face so I have look at him
-"don't do this Vic, last night was amazing and it proved us we can be happy together again, we love each other "
-"Marshall ,of course I love you , I always will, you're Cristian's father but I wasn't happy and last night was a mistake"
his eyes were a mixture of anger and sadness
-"Vic, do you mean that?"
I nod
-"you don't mean that, I know you don't, I know you, you're just scared to try again but.."
I cut him off
-"Marshall I told you you don't know me"- I say coldy
he glares at me
-"Vic stop! stop this now!, I know you very well! I know how you feel, I know you love me and you wouldn't have let me fuck you if you didn't!!!"
-"I do love you, you're Cristian's father and you were my first time"
-"that's bullshit, it's not only because of Cristian, you love me because you haven't been able to forget me because I've been the only man that have make you feel something you love me because even if I hurt you, we have wonderful and amazing moments and now you're scared because after what happened last night you have those feelings again and you're scared that I will hurt you again but I won't"
-"Marshall, I.."
someone opens the door
-"hi mum"- Cristian says when he walks into the house
-"dad, you're here!!"
he says and hugs us both first me then Marshall
-" did you spend the night here?"
he nods
-"so does that mean that you and mum got back together?"- he asks us
Marshall looks at me
he nods
-"yes, your mum and I are back together"
I glare at him
-"yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!OMMGG I'm so so so happy!"- he says and comes and hugs us
-"Cristian go to your room, and grab your stuff for school"
-"yes mum" he says happily
-"Marshall, what the fuck? why did you say that?"
-" Vic, give me a change, the last one, please I swear if I fuck things up, you can leave with Cristian for good and I'll only see him when you want.. Vic please.."
I close my eyes and nod
-"ok.."-I mumble
-"really?"- he says excited then lifts me up and kisses me after a few seconds he gets me down
I look at him and smile
-"so are you going to come to Detroit with me?"
I nod
-"when?"
-"Marshall.. I don't know..."
-"Vic I want a date"
-" in 2 weeks ok? I need time to get everything ready ,are you happy now ?"- I say pissed
he pushes me against him and presses his lips against mine
-"very much"- he mumbles against my mouth
-"I'm ready, we can go now"- Cristian says
-"Cristian, your mum and I have talked and if you want you and your mum can move out to Detroit with me" he says and embraces me
Cris looks at me sceptical
-"mum, seriously?"
I nod with a smile
-"yaaaaaaaayyy!!!"- he says jumping in joy
we both laugh
-"and... you're going to the concert in Detroit with me"
-"seriously?"
-"yes, plus, we're gonna record a song together, we're gonna start your carrer"
-"I love you dad"-he says and runs towards him and hugs him
-"I love you too"
I loved the moment between them but it was late
-"guys we need to go now, you're going to be late , I'm going to be late in my work and you have to leave to London"
later on............
-"dad, I'm gonna miss you"
-"don't worry , I will see you in 2 weeks, and I'm going to call every day"
-"I know but.."
-"be good and do what she says"
he nods and they hug for the last time before he leaves the car
-"he looks so happy"
-"yes, he is"
-"I'm too"
-"Marshall, I'm going to be late"- I say looking at the watch
-" ok let's go"
I tell him how to go to my work and after 10 min we arrive
-"thanks for the ride"
-"no problem, and Vic"
-"yes?"
-"thanks"
-"Marshall just don't fuck things up, no just for me but for Cristian"
-"I know, I love you"- he says and kisses me I kiss him back,after a few seconds we are in a heated make out session, he raises my shirt and touches my boobs
I pull away
-"Marshall, stop please I need to go now"
-"why? you're going to quit anyways"- he says and kisses my neck
-"Marshall..."-I moan
-"I love when you moan my name"
-"Marshall please.."
-"fine, I have the flight in 3 h"
- thanks for before by the way, it sweet you're going to give Cris tickets for your concert, he was dying to go to one of your concerts"
-"no problem, he can comes to as much concerts as he wants , if he wants he can comes to Canada with us too by the way you're coming too?"
-"I don't know.."
-"come on babe, like the old times, I still remember when we met , you were screaming, dancing, singing along, you were so fucking hot in that skirt , I remember I saw you and I thought
yo,who is that chick?I 've got to meet her , and when we kissed in front of crowd
-"I know , don't remember me"- I say and blush
-"why? it was how we met , that was our first kiss, it was how we felt in love"
-" you weren't in love, you just wanted to fuck me"
-"yeah but I did care too, at first it was just sex but when we started to talk I saw you were beautiful not only outside but inside too, I saw you weren't a ho, you were so sweet, you respected yourself and I liked that"
-"I was a silly girl"
-"no you weren't, you were the most amazing girl I've ever met, and I'm sorry for everything " he says and rest his head on my shoulder
-"shhh it's ok, I'm sorry too"
-" you shouldn't be sorry , it was all my fault, I was a dick "
-"Marshall.."
-"I can't believe we're together again"
-"neither can I "
-" vic?"
-"yes?"
-"2 weeks right?"
I nod
-"2?"
I laugh
-"yess.."
-"I'm gonna miss you"- he says and kiss me again
-"I'm gonna miss you too"- I say against his lips
-"bye Vic" he says and embraces me, after 2 second and pull away and open the door
-"bye and good luck with your concerts in London"
-"thanks babe, I will call you ok?"
-"ok,.. bye bye"- I say and close the door and go to the building where I work at