My Secret
Feelings
-"Marshall.. please stop"
-"what's up?" - he slowly pulls away
-"I think we should stop, and Cristian finish school in 30 min, I think I should go and pick him up"- I say while get up
-"do you want me to go with you?"
I glance at him
-"sure why not? I bet Cristian will love to see you"
he nods with a smile, ohh that smile..
-"but I think we should go with my car, my boydguards can drive us"
-"ok ... no problem .. let me grab my jacket and keys though"
-"can I use the toilet?"
I nod
-"sure.. second door in the right"
I put my jacket on and grab the keys and wait for Marshall
after a few seconds he walks off the toilet
-"Pulgas be good and don't bite anything"-I say to Pulgas, that looks at me and moves his tail in response
-"ok let's go " I say looking at Marshall
he walks off, I do the same and close the door after me
we left the building , and I look at Marshall
-"where are you car?"
-"over there"-he says pointing at the street
I nod and follow him
we get inside the car
-" we go to the hotel , Marshall?"- asks one of his bodyguards
-"no Steve, I need you to drive us to a place"
-"ok where to?"
-"Vic, how is the name of the school?"
he glances at me
I told them the name of the school and they insert the direction in the gp, soon after that we start to move
-"Vic, are you ok?" -he says and holds my hand
-"uhm?? yes yes I'm fine why?"
-"you look so tense"
maybe because I am, we just kissed and now I'm a mess and confused
I wanted to say but I didn't
-"I'm fine" I say with a fake smile
he pulls me against him and hugs me and gives me a quick kiss
my body is shaking with his touch
-"I missed you you know?"- he says against my lips
I feel one of his bodyguards looking at us through the mirror, so I pull away and go back to my previous position
-"we're here Marshall"- Steve says
-"I'm going to wait for him outside"- I say and get out of the car
I see Marshall frowning
I didn't know what was happening, the kiss, he asking me to give us another change, his hug
I was so confused.. we were suppose to hate each other , weren't we?
the kiss maade me remember everything again,, the pain , the good moments because we had really good moments he could be an asshole and really hurt me but he was sweet too when we were alone he treated me like a princess, he made me feel so loved I remember he hired a restaurant just for the two of us
I can't deny I will always love him he's Cristian's father after all and he was my first ... everything, but I don't know if I wanted to be with him again
-"mum, mum " someone cut my thoughts off
I hear Cristian coming towards me
I smile at him and hug him very very tightly
-"mum.. I can't breathe"
-"how was school babe?
-"it was boring.. you know what mum? Tomas told me his father is going for a meeting to London and he bought him tickets for dad's concert , I miss dad I can't wait for his surprise "- he says a little sad
-" about surprises ...I have a big one for you"- I grin
-"is dad's surprise?"
I nod smiling
-"what's it? what's it? mum pleaseee tell meee" he says excited
-"you will see, follow me"
-"where are we going, where is our car?"
-"just follow me Cris "
he nods
we arrived to Marshall''s car
-" and this car? whose is the car?"
-"open the door"
-"but this car is not ours, dad bought us this car?"
-"no, just open the door"
he opens the door
-"Hi buddy, how are you?"
-"awwww dad!!!! dad!!! omg!!, what are you doing here? "
Marshall smiles and gives him a hug
-"I missed you and I wanted to see you"- he says and hugs him again
that melted my heart, they were so cute together, it mad me wonder if we could be a happy family
don't even think about it, now it's too late, isn't it?
I went inside the car
-"dad when have you arrived?"
-"last night.."
-"and mum, u knew it all this time and you didn't say anything?"
-"your dad wanted that it was a surprise, so I couldn't "-I say smiling at him
-"are you happy?"
-"yesss, I missed you dad"
-"I missed you too" he says and caresses his head
they spent the ride talking .. Marshall asked him about school and other stuff
we arrive at the apartment
we get out of the car
-"dad, and your these men don't come with us?"
-"no, they will remain in the car"
-"and they don't get bored? I hope at least they can listen to music or have a computer while the wait"
Marshall and I both laugh at his comment
-"don't worry they are fine, I just thought it will be better if it's just us"
-"yeah!!just you mum and me!"
-"don't forget Pulgas"- I say smiling at him
we go into the building and go to our apartment
I open the door and we get inside
Pulgas comes and moves his tail
-"Hi pulgas"- say cristian and pets him
-"Cris.. go and change your clothes, we will eat in 30 min I bet you're hungry aren't you?"
he nods
-"dad will you stay for lunch ?"
Marshall looks at me
-" if your mum is ok with it.."
-"mum pleasee"
-"alright but now go and change and do your exercises of math before "
he nods and walks off towards his room
then Marshalls stares at me
-"what? why are you looking at me like that?"
-" it's nothing.."
-"Marshall ..tell me"
-"I'm just happy"
-"why?"
he comes closer to me and grabs me by the waist
-"because that's what I want, you, Cristian and me, as a family and the girls of course"
-"Marshall...."
he comes even closer to me, now our foreheads and lips touching,
he caresses my face and presses his lips against me
I close my eyes
-"Marshall.. please..no now.. Cristian can see us.."- I say breathless and pull away
-"you know? since I saw you I've wanted to kiss you, I wanted to check if I still had feelings for you, Vic.. I think we need to give us another try, at least we should talk about it "
-"Marshall, I don't know.."
he glares at me
-"what do you mean with I don't know? Vic we kissed and we both feel something, I still love you and you still love me, so what's the problem?"
-"the problem is you're puting pressure on me , plus I don't feel comfortable talking about it with Cris around"
-"ok ...why don't we go out tonight just the two of us and talk calmly about it?"
-"tonight? I can't tonight I made plans with my sister Marta, she bought tickets to go to the cinema"
-" for the god's sake Vic!! I'm only asking you one fucking night ,one night !! - he reaises his voice
-"Marshall shhh, Cris is gonna hear you"
-"I just want us to talk about it plus I leave tomorrow I have to be in London and do rehearsals so it has to be tonight "
-"ok Marshall, Ok, I will call my sister and tell her"
I grabed my phone and walked off to the kitchen and called my sister, she wasn't happy at first specially because she alredy had the tickets and really wanted to see that movie but I explained Marshall was here and that we needed .. you know ... to talk and she agreed , she told me we should get back together and blah blah... she offered to take Cris with her and even spend the night with her in case Marshall and I wanted to ... I rolled my eyes at her comment of course, what the hell was she thinking anyway.... we said our goodbye and hang up
I went to the living room and found Marshall petting Pulgas
-"hi.."
-"did you talk to your sister?"
-"I did" I sigh
-"and?"
-"she agreed and she even wants to take Cris with her and spend the night at hers "
I roll my eyes remembering her comment
-"I think it's a good idea so we can have privacy"
-"yes I guess...."
we hear Cristian's door opening ,Cristian was coming
-"what's up?" - he slowly pulls away
-"I think we should stop, and Cristian finish school in 30 min, I think I should go and pick him up"- I say while get up
-"do you want me to go with you?"
I glance at him
-"sure why not? I bet Cristian will love to see you"
he nods with a smile, ohh that smile..
-"but I think we should go with my car, my boydguards can drive us"
-"ok ... no problem .. let me grab my jacket and keys though"
-"can I use the toilet?"
I nod
-"sure.. second door in the right"
I put my jacket on and grab the keys and wait for Marshall
after a few seconds he walks off the toilet
-"Pulgas be good and don't bite anything"-I say to Pulgas, that looks at me and moves his tail in response
-"ok let's go " I say looking at Marshall
he walks off, I do the same and close the door after me
we left the building , and I look at Marshall
-"where are you car?"
-"over there"-he says pointing at the street
I nod and follow him
we get inside the car
-" we go to the hotel , Marshall?"- asks one of his bodyguards
-"no Steve, I need you to drive us to a place"
-"ok where to?"
-"Vic, how is the name of the school?"
he glances at me
I told them the name of the school and they insert the direction in the gp, soon after that we start to move
-"Vic, are you ok?" -he says and holds my hand
-"uhm?? yes yes I'm fine why?"
-"you look so tense"
maybe because I am, we just kissed and now I'm a mess and confused
I wanted to say but I didn't
-"I'm fine" I say with a fake smile
he pulls me against him and hugs me and gives me a quick kiss
my body is shaking with his touch
-"I missed you you know?"- he says against my lips
I feel one of his bodyguards looking at us through the mirror, so I pull away and go back to my previous position
-"we're here Marshall"- Steve says
-"I'm going to wait for him outside"- I say and get out of the car
I see Marshall frowning
I didn't know what was happening, the kiss, he asking me to give us another change, his hug
I was so confused.. we were suppose to hate each other , weren't we?
the kiss maade me remember everything again,, the pain , the good moments because we had really good moments he could be an asshole and really hurt me but he was sweet too when we were alone he treated me like a princess, he made me feel so loved I remember he hired a restaurant just for the two of us
I can't deny I will always love him he's Cristian's father after all and he was my first ... everything, but I don't know if I wanted to be with him again
-"mum, mum " someone cut my thoughts off
I hear Cristian coming towards me
I smile at him and hug him very very tightly
-"mum.. I can't breathe"
-"how was school babe?
-"it was boring.. you know what mum? Tomas told me his father is going for a meeting to London and he bought him tickets for dad's concert , I miss dad I can't wait for his surprise "- he says a little sad
-" about surprises ...I have a big one for you"- I grin
-"is dad's surprise?"
I nod smiling
-"what's it? what's it? mum pleaseee tell meee" he says excited
-"you will see, follow me"
-"where are we going, where is our car?"
-"just follow me Cris "
he nods
we arrived to Marshall''s car
-" and this car? whose is the car?"
-"open the door"
-"but this car is not ours, dad bought us this car?"
-"no, just open the door"
he opens the door
-"Hi buddy, how are you?"
-"awwww dad!!!! dad!!! omg!!, what are you doing here? "
Marshall smiles and gives him a hug
-"I missed you and I wanted to see you"- he says and hugs him again
that melted my heart, they were so cute together, it mad me wonder if we could be a happy family
don't even think about it, now it's too late, isn't it?
I went inside the car
-"dad when have you arrived?"
-"last night.."
-"and mum, u knew it all this time and you didn't say anything?"
-"your dad wanted that it was a surprise, so I couldn't "-I say smiling at him
-"are you happy?"
-"yesss, I missed you dad"
-"I missed you too" he says and caresses his head
they spent the ride talking .. Marshall asked him about school and other stuff
we arrive at the apartment
we get out of the car
-"dad, and your these men don't come with us?"
-"no, they will remain in the car"
-"and they don't get bored? I hope at least they can listen to music or have a computer while the wait"
Marshall and I both laugh at his comment
-"don't worry they are fine, I just thought it will be better if it's just us"
-"yeah!!just you mum and me!"
-"don't forget Pulgas"- I say smiling at him
we go into the building and go to our apartment
I open the door and we get inside
Pulgas comes and moves his tail
-"Hi pulgas"- say cristian and pets him
-"Cris.. go and change your clothes, we will eat in 30 min I bet you're hungry aren't you?"
he nods
-"dad will you stay for lunch ?"
Marshall looks at me
-" if your mum is ok with it.."
-"mum pleasee"
-"alright but now go and change and do your exercises of math before "
he nods and walks off towards his room
then Marshalls stares at me
-"what? why are you looking at me like that?"
-" it's nothing.."
-"Marshall ..tell me"
-"I'm just happy"
-"why?"
he comes closer to me and grabs me by the waist
-"because that's what I want, you, Cristian and me, as a family and the girls of course"
-"Marshall...."
he comes even closer to me, now our foreheads and lips touching,
he caresses my face and presses his lips against me
I close my eyes
-"Marshall.. please..no now.. Cristian can see us.."- I say breathless and pull away
-"you know? since I saw you I've wanted to kiss you, I wanted to check if I still had feelings for you, Vic.. I think we need to give us another try, at least we should talk about it "
-"Marshall, I don't know.."
he glares at me
-"what do you mean with I don't know? Vic we kissed and we both feel something, I still love you and you still love me, so what's the problem?"
-"the problem is you're puting pressure on me , plus I don't feel comfortable talking about it with Cris around"
-"ok ...why don't we go out tonight just the two of us and talk calmly about it?"
-"tonight? I can't tonight I made plans with my sister Marta, she bought tickets to go to the cinema"
-" for the god's sake Vic!! I'm only asking you one fucking night ,one night !! - he reaises his voice
-"Marshall shhh, Cris is gonna hear you"
-"I just want us to talk about it plus I leave tomorrow I have to be in London and do rehearsals so it has to be tonight "
-"ok Marshall, Ok, I will call my sister and tell her"
I grabed my phone and walked off to the kitchen and called my sister, she wasn't happy at first specially because she alredy had the tickets and really wanted to see that movie but I explained Marshall was here and that we needed .. you know ... to talk and she agreed , she told me we should get back together and blah blah... she offered to take Cris with her and even spend the night with her in case Marshall and I wanted to ... I rolled my eyes at her comment of course, what the hell was she thinking anyway.... we said our goodbye and hang up
I went to the living room and found Marshall petting Pulgas
-"hi.."
-"did you talk to your sister?"
-"I did" I sigh
-"and?"
-"she agreed and she even wants to take Cris with her and spend the night at hers "
I roll my eyes remembering her comment
-"I think it's a good idea so we can have privacy"
-"yes I guess...."
we hear Cristian's door opening ,Cristian was coming