Dreaming a Dream

5 months

5 months...

That's how long Matt and I have been trying for a baby.

I know it doesn't always come immediately but I was still worried. I know 5 months isn't that long and I should be patient.

But I have a bad feeling about this - I have a feeling something's wrong.

So , today Matt and I will go to the clinic to get tested. We have an appointment with my doctor.

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"Babe stop shaking , things are gonna be fine. Your sperm ... well it's just slow"

Matt stopped bouncing his knee and glared at me for my comment. I snickered and kissed his cheek
"I'm kidding"

The doctor called for us.

"Hallo Karina , Matthew"

"Well I collected your samples and will start running it when we're done with this appointment. We will have the results by tomorrow evening"

"What's our chances doc?" Matt asked

"50/50.. Some couples take longer to fall pregnant. We won't know until tomorrow"

"Thanks doc" Matt shook his head , I also said bye to him and then the two of us left.

When we reached the house , Tanya and Brian was cuddled on the couch.

"and? How was the doctor?"

"we'll hear tomorrow. He says the chances are 50/50"

"Luck will be on your side" Tanya promised making me smile slightly.

Luck will be on our side. God knows we need it now.