Giving up My Humanity and My Servitude to a Vampire

I can not believe it. I mean, I just had the most memorable experience of my life. I just had sex, as simple as that sounds. But it wasn't just sex, there was love in there. He didn't just thrust his man-hood in me but he told me he loved me. Now, some of you may thing what a pansy, but he loved me, he cared.

I looked at the clock and groaned. It was time to go to work.

"I don't want to go. I want to be like this forever." I whined as the tips of my fingers did random figures on Matt's chest. His chest moved up and down as he chuckled lightly.

"How about one more round before going back to reality?" He whispered seductively in my ear. I smiled.

"Of course." I climbed on top of him and planted kisses all over his collar bone. His threw his head back in pleasure. My lips went to his chest. Small sweet pecks on his chest all the way down to his abs where I stopped.

"Stop teasing me!" Matt whined, he flipped us over and he towered over me and I giggled in the process. He got into position and I felt him get hard. He went inside of me and I moaned his name. I dug my nails into his back as I arched my back bringing our bodies closer. One of his hands started to massage one of my breast.

I told him to go faster and harder and I was reaching my estacsy. I wrapped my legs around his waist and a eletrical feeling went through my entire body as I let out a gasp of relief. Matt had it at the same time as me and our bodies laid next to each other. (Told ya I sucked).

I couldn't wipe the smile off my face. I'm sure my scream had been heard through out the Heart-stein residence, which mean Matt did his job very well.

I went into the trainning room at the Chanel residence and bowed as I saw Itachi-sensie.

"Devi-chan." Itachi beamed.

"Where is the Prince?" I looked around the tranning room.

"He is late." He furrowed his eyebrows and I smirked. He was in for it now. Never be late, not on Itachi-sensie's watch. I do hope he makes him do a thousand pull ups or maybe five thousand. Each second he was late was one pull up.

It was until an hour later that came in a running Edward. His hair was messy and he was breathing fast. I noticed the finger nail scratched going down his back and down his arms and something rose inside of me. Was it jealousy? No, it couldn't be, because I had just spent the most amazing night of my life with Matt. Whatever it was it was bugging me. I crossed my arms on my chest and put a sour look.

"You are late, My Prince." Itachi waved his finger.

"Sorry. I got busy this morning." Edward button his shirt.

I scoff. "Yeah, busy doing Anne-pig face." I covered my mouth and regretted my outburst. "My apologies... Itachi-sensie."

Edward had a satisfied smile on his face, I guess he sensed my jealousy... I mean... Uh... never mind... I'm not jealous!! I'm not. Just letting everyone know. I don't care if someone else is kissing those lips and that those lips are on someone else's collar, that those lips are making someone else moan.

[Stupid universe.] I cursed in my head.

[Jealous? Emily, dear?] Edward asked me inside my head.

I sent a quick glare at him. [You wish.] I didn't really have a comeback for him and he knew that. I wanted to smack the smile off his face.

"Today the Prince will learn the consequences of being late."

I had a wide smile on my face this time and Edward looked concerned. It's not like he could die or something.

"You were an hour late and now you have to do three-thousand-six-hundred push ups."

I snorted keeping a laugh back. Itachi-sensie was being harsh and I think it's because he somehow knew about me and Edward's past.

Edward groaned and my head was high in the air, a little snotty but who cares?!

I used everything inside of me to not laugh while Edward did 3600 push ups. But it was soon wiped out when he past the mark and went up to 3700.

Edward pulled himself up with a grin on his face and sweat going down his perfect body. Drips of sweat go around his abs, I looked away and pretended to be angered instead of turned on.

"Now that we have that covered, let's start the real trainning!" Itachi clapped his hands twice and about ten big vampires appeared. All with mean faces and looked like they meant business.

"Good luck." I scoffed over to Edward.

"HA!" The men took their fighting stand and I heard Edward gulp.

"Begin!" Itachi barked.

I stood at the side as the men went for Edward. Edward took an awkward fighting stance and looked like he was going to shit his pants.

"This is too much fun." I laughed.

The men easily defeated Edward.

Itachi clapped his hands twice again and the men shimmered away.

"Well that went... that went..."

"Horrible." I finished. Edward groaned in frustration.

"What did I do wrong this time?!" He screamed at Itachi's face.

This got me pissed so I sent him off to the wall again but this time harder.

"Respect your sensie rule number one!" I had picked him off the ground and pinned him to wall with my fore arm. I growled at him. Itachi had become the father I never had, because technically he was never a father. Well for a time he was, when everything was perfect when everything was rainbows and butterflies. Back to Itachi, well I wasn't going to allow for Edward to disrespect him in front of my face and not do anything.

"Devi-chan calm down." Itachi cooed.

My nostrils flared but I started to calm down. Edward looked angry as well.

"I think we're done for the day, come on time tomorrow my Prince." I let Edward down to the ground and he straightens his shirt.

I bowed to Itachi-sensie and immediately walked out of the trainning room.

[Stupid Edward, thinks he can do anything because he's the Prince!!] I turned on the corner of the hall way and bumped into Edward. She crosses her arm in front of him and starts to tap her foot impatiently.

"Move!" I barked with acid in my voice.

He faked frowned. "Not even a 'please'?" He pouted.

"Edward!" I gritted my teeth and then remembered whom he was. "My Prince, please could you move a couple inches to the side or should I get one of the maids to do it for you?!"

"We, need, to, talk." He gritted his teeth and I rolled my eyes.

"Not much to talk about. You drank my blood and while I was pain and suffering you went of and married someone and then I had to find out by your mother!" I was pratically screaming at the end but I could care less.

"There is so much more that you don't know and you need to let me ex--"

"Explain?! No! Last time I did that it took my family away from me! Do you have any idea how... UGH!!" I threw my hands in the air and cletched them tightly. He brought them down with his own and made me look him straight in the eyes. I thought he was going to slap me but he did the exact opposite like most of you are thinking... he kissed me.

It didn't take long for me to respond because, honestly, how do you get over someone that you loved with everything that you've had and yet when they betrayed you, you couldn't get them out of your head day and night.

The kiss got more heated as he got my back against the wall and he secured me the way he did when I was human. He started to use force and I didn't mind it...until...

[Matthew.] I thought and I pushed him away.

Edward was panting. "What?"

"I'm not doing this." I said sternly.

He chuckles. "Why not? You still love me--"

"I don't love you!" I snarled back.

He smirks. "That kiss said otherwise."

I let out a sigh of frustration. "Look... how the hell did I get back in the same situation?!" I yelled at myself.

Yeah, so I was in love with two guys at the same time except they switched rolls. Matthew's the sweet and innocent one and Edward is the jerk.

"Why are you fighting this?" Edward asked.

"I--You-- Do you have any idea of the kind of pain I went through?! I had to leave my brothers and sister because I could attack them and suck the life out of them!! I see them and it breaks this broken heart even more! I can't hold them! They think I'm dead, I was the only thing they had left in this world!" Pouring confessions.

Edward looked shocked. "I still love you."

"Then why did you do it? Why did you marry her?!" I begged for an answer. "I gave up my humanity for you... that's not a small thing!"

[I gave you up for your safety.] Edward thought.

"Safety?! What safety?!"

"Edward. Emily." Elizabeth called from the end of the hall. Edward jumped away from me and I turned to the side to wipe the tears that had been forming.

"Mother." Edward nodded.

"Madame." I curtsied.

"The Colonel wants to see you, Emily. He wants to talk to you about some attack plans." Elizabeth kept her eyes on Edward.

"Yes ma'am." I noded and without a look at Edward I walked towards the Colonel of vampires.

{Edward's Point of View}

I saw as Emily walked away. I could still taste her lips on mine.

"Not married for even six months and you're already cheating on your wife." My mom shook her head. I rolled my eyes at her.

"Don't be such a hyprocite, mom." I snapped at her.

She ignored my comment. "Emily is with Matthew now. Don't get her confused now that she's finally moved on."

"Just because I married Anne doesn't mean I have to start forgetting my feelings for Emily. I love her and there is nothing you can do to stop me from loving her." My mom looked annoyed.

"Emily is dangerous." I gave her a confused look.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"It's a secret. You shall know when you become King. Which is really soon." My mom grinned.{Emily's Point of View}

"Good afternoon Johnson." Colonel would call me by my last name.

"Good afternoon Colonel, Mrs. Chanel said you needed to talk to me?" I asked.

"Yes. Come here." I went over to the table in the dark lit room. He pointed at some pictures. I looked down and saw a familiar house and my eyes widened as I realized whose house it was.

"Why are werewolfs surrounding my brothers and sister's home?!" I looked as I saw pictures of werewolfs surrounding the place where they lived. Now, they pissed me off. One thing was to mess with me but mess with my family and they are in for it.

"We don't know how they find out, but they might be a mole." Colonel gave a sympathetic look. I furrowed my eyebrows.

"They are not going near an inch close to them!" I snarled.

"We are keeping a watch on them." The Colonel said.

"It's not enough! I want to know whom will be doing the watching and I wish to lead the team, sir!" I gave him a serious look.

He smiled. "I thought you might want to. This will show me your leader skills and I might just bump you up to Sergeant."

I slightly smiled. "Thank you sir. I think I have an idea of who is behind this and if there is a mole, I will make sure they pay. My family won't be harmed."