Durch Den Monsun.

I tried to get up, failing every time.
I hated everyone watching me. It pressured me.

I wish Tom was here. He'd comfort me.
I need that right now.

"Someone get the school nurse! Don't just stand there staring!" I heard someone call, pushing through the crowd. When they finally got to me, they were the last person I expected to help me.
Bill knelt down beside me and held my hand, then propped me up on his knees.
He rubbed my back and I nuzzled my face into his tummy.

"I'm sorry about what happened in tutor. I was just a bit shocked." He sighed.
"Don't worry, I'm sorry I slapped you." I giggled.
"Don't do that ever again! It hurt!" He whined.
I laughed and we stayed there like that.

I think he smelt nice too.
Hold on... Get your head straight Lola.

You like Tom. Bill is possibly your best friend.

Tom started strolling sulkily into the hall and when he saw us, he dashed straight towards us. "Lola! Are you okay!?"

"Not particularly." I smiled.
He hugged me tight and Bill stood up. The nurse finally arrived and Bill told her what had happened. Tom had to move away while she pulled me up to a stand, me crying out in pain.

I was helped into the nurses office and Bill and Tom were sent back to class.
I was all alone with the nurse and some tools.

Just like when I hit my head all over again.
I really need to stop injuring myself.