Suicidal Boy

The next day here I wake up at 5 and I take a shower. I get my shark tooth necklace. I press it against my arm. The blood drips. I get dizzy. I think I cut too deep. I sit down on the floor. I see Cas walking here. He's naked. I freeze. He freezes. It's like he doesn't know where to look. He looks at me for a second and runs out. He comes back in with clothes and a band aid. "Come on." he says. "Go away!" I whisper. He blushes and walks away. I put on my clothes and I walk out of the shower. They should rely put shower curtains in this place. He's in the shower washing his body. He has a flat stomach and.. I look down. He's.. really big.. I guess. He looks at me looking at him. Fuck. I run out but I slip on the wet floor. He opens the shower door and grabs me. We're in this place together. He throws my clothes out. We're both naked. He turns around. "I'm.. sorry." He says. I don't answer. As I just stand there his hand moves up and down. "Um.. Cas?" Then I realise what he's doing. Masturbating. It's not like i've never jerked off before but this is the first time i've watched a guy do it. "Shit.. sorry..I havent.. done anything in a while." I understand what he's feeling. He turnsnaround and he kisses me. I turn off the water. His bright blue eyes stare at me. Like he's waiting for me to do something. I'm hard. I kneel on the ground and I take his big cock in to my mouth.