The Sun Only Lasts If We Live

I slowly begin to give up.

My mother is dead.

For the next week I do nothing but lie in bed, staring into space.

My mother is dead.

I even block out Kato.

My mother is dead.

Doctor Kara keeps trying to talk to me, but I don't care.

My mother is dead.

I hate myself. I hate my stupid Leontiasis ossea. I hate Doctor Kara.

So I make a big, big decision.

I don't care anymore.

So why not just die?