Juiced

Today I woke up to the sun blinding me. I groaned and reached over to close the blinds. I stretched my arm farther, and farther, until I could barely touch the string. I felt myself sliding off the bed. I screamed when I fell to the floor.

Seconds later, I heard a pair of feet rushing up the stairs.

"Kels! you okay?" Brian asked in a panicky voice.

I sat up and chuckled nervously.

"I’m great." I giggled.

"Oh, that's good. Uhh, you have anything planned tonight?" He asked.

"Nope. Why?" I asked.

"Well, Matt was thinking of having a party." He mumbled.

I groaned loudly. He bowed his head and sighed.

"You don't have to go Kels. It's okay." He said sadly.

He gave the whole sad and innocent look and kept sighing. I giggled.

"Aww Brian, If it makes you happy I’ll go." I said rubbing his back.

His eyes lit up and he pulled me into a tight hug.

"Thank you!" He laughed.

"Is, Zacky going to be there?" I asked.

"Probably." He muttered.

My face fell and I just sat there, hanging my head. Brian instantly wrapped me up in his arms and pulled me closer.

"It's ok babe." He said softly.

"I just hate seeing what he's become." I choked out.

"I know. I know. But he eventually is going to see what he is." Brian said.

"No, he won't. He never has." I said, sobbing a little.

"Aww, baby don't cry!" He cooed and pulled me closer.

I held onto him for dear life. I was thinking about what he said. Instead of waiting for Zacky to realize what a mess he’s become, I was going to have to show him.

It may sound crazy but,

I cared for Zacky. A lot....A LOT....A LOT!!!!!

So much that I can feel his pain.

I just want to start over.

I don’t want to know Zacky as the badass drug dealer.
I want to know him as the loving man he once was.

Was that to much to ask for?