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They say love is blind, or is it just me?
Chapter two
Part two:
April gasped. "It’s beautiful..! " I raised my eyebrows. "Trust me Cassie, this looks a bit gothic, and even I think it’s gorgeous. This is the corset you have to wear to the party. " I grabbed the corset from the lady and went into the fitting room. I tried it on together with a black skirt I had found earlier. The skirt came on the ground. "It fits Ape.. how do I look? " I walked out of the fitting room. My black hair was down and hung a bit in front of my eyes. "They will be looking at you all night sweetie, you look stunning.. "
We also bought some new lingerie cause the only bra’s I had were with straps. After that we returned home. April was making small talk the whole way. I had a feeling she wanted to tell me something but just.. wasn’t ready or something. When we arrived home, I got out and walked towards the door. I actually could do that by myself, I walked it so many times, I knew it well.
~Bam’s POV~
Missy walked in and she kissed me on the cheek. I was sitting at the table going over some video shit. I was supposed to be directing HIM’s new video in a month. "Babe, can I talk to you about something? " I looked up. "Yea, what is it? " She sighed. "Cassandra.. " I immediately sat up straight. Did something happen to her? " What is it? Has something happened to her? " She sighed. "No, everything is fine, but that’s what I mean. As soon as it is about her, you pay attention, and you are so touchy-feely with her. It’s like you want her more than me Bam, not to be a bitch, but couldn’t you pay some more attention to me? And not just be all over her all the time? " I couldn’t really believe she was saying this. "Missy, are you kidding me? She is my best friend. It’s just the way we act around each other! " "Doesn’t seem like it.. the way you are around her says a lot.. " My mouth dropped. "So, you don’t trust me.. that’s it? You don’t believe I could be friendly with a girl without fucking her?! " I was starting to get really pissed. "I’m just telling you what I see Bam! It hurts me to see that you can’t act like that around me! " I sighed. "Jesus missy, every time I even try to tickle you or something you always are busy or snap at me! I am friends with Chase, whether you like it or not! " Her eyes started to tear up. "So you don’t even care that it hurts me..? " She said softly. "Yes missy, of course I do. But it is the way we act around each other! It hurts me to know that you can’t take my word upon that! " Some tears fell from her eyes. "I’m not asking for much Bam, just.. don’t be so touchy around her anymore.. " "Missy, it is how we are with each other. If you can’t trust me.. than it is your problem.. " I said coldly. I had enough of this. It hurt me a lot that she didn’t trust me. She didn’t get the hint though. "So what now..? " She said softly. "I don’t know.. if you can’t trust me.. " She gasped. "Do you want to break up or something? " I sighed. I don’t know missy. Can’t say that I all went great in our relationship. Especially recently, and now this, if you can’t trust me.. why should I be with you? I’m not going to shut out my best friend for anyone. She has stuck by me trough everything, I helped her, she helped me. If you can’t accept that, then… I can’t accept you.. I think.. " She started crying harder. "I don’t want it to end yet Bam.. I .. " She was silent. "Missy, I’ll tell you what. This are a lot of emotions.. Why don’t we just take a break for a while. Just, don’t see each other, let everything cool down. I’m not planning on dating anyone else, but lets just let this settle down a bit.. then we’ll talk.. " She sniffed but nodded. "Maybe, that’s for the best.. " She said softly. "I’ll stay at Kylies if you need me.. " Her best friend. Hadn’t seen her in a while though.. "But you are really telling me the truth right.. when you say you didn’t do anything with Cassandra? " That did it. "Missy, shut the fuck up! I know you have never really got along with her, but can’t you take my fucking word for this! Relationships are about trust! You obviously lack that! Fuck this break thing missy, you just screwed yourself over, get out! " She looked at me with big eyes. "You’re..you’re.. " "GET OUT MISSY! " I screamed. I had it with her. It had been rough lately, but the fact that she didn’t trust me hurt me bad..
~Your POV~
I walked inside and went to the stairs, occasionally walking into stuff. But then I heard screaming. I walked towards the source of the screaming. I stayed and listened. Bam and missy. I never really liked her. Nor did she like me. But she made him happy. Guess there was trouble in paradise.. Just when I was about to walk away I heard my name. I waited until most of the screaming died down. The only thing I heard after that was: "GET OUT MISSY! " I picked up the bag with my clothes and made my way upstairs. Which, unfortunately wasn’t fast enough. I had a run in with Missy, literally. "Get out of my way! " She half screamed half cried. "Sorry Missy, I mumbled" "Yea you should be! You are the origin of all evil! "She screamed. "Fucking charity case.. " She mumbled after it. That got me pissed. "I’m no fucking charity case bitch, whatever you did to make him break up with you, is probably your own fucking fault! Now go and never show your face here again! You sicken me! " I screamed at her. She laughed, almost like a witch. "HA! Like you can see me anyway stupid freak! " She slapped me across the face. That, of course, I didn’t see coming. I fell to the floor and heard her stomp out of the house. Putting my hand to my cheek, I felt a fluid. Blood, great. Her ring must have got me. A lot of doors opened at the same time, obviously hearing the fight was over. "Cas, what happened? What did she do? " Came Glomb’s voice. I let my head fall backwards, resting it against the wall. Trying to hold back any tears that were trying to come out. "Nothing.. " I mumbled. "Bullshit.. " Came Bam’s voice from the stairs. "Did she do that? Let me see" He had come up and knelt in front of me. "Fuck Chase, that is a big one, come on. " He lifted me up. And got me into a bathroom. "You’re crying.. " He said softly. "No shit Sherlock, you’re in this because of me.. I may be blind, but certainly not deaf. " I heard a little air come out trough his nose, that sound he always made when he smiled. Who smiles at a time like this? I love him to death, but he’s a weird little fucker.. I still tried my hardest not to cry. "This isn’t your fault Chase, you know that. This was a matter of trust.. what missy didn’t have in me. Yes, it hurts a little, but it has been rough for a while now. Can’t say you didn’t notice that.. " I couldn’t help it. Tears flowed out of my icy white eyes. He wiped them away with his thumb. Holding my face and making me look at him. "Don’t cry Chase, I hate it when you do that. " I chuckled sarcastically. "Well, I hate it when I am the cause of peoples misery! " His grip on my face went tighter. "Chase, listen to me. This, is, not, your, fault. This was long coming. It hurt me a little but that will pass soon. No one in this house feels miserable about it. So don’t feel guilty about something that you didn’t have anything to do with.. " He spoke slow and clear. I smiled. "Sorry Bam, your right I guess.. " "I am right" he said with a smirk in his voice. "Now, lets clean that gash shall we? " He started dabbing it with alcohol. I flinched. "Fuck Jesus that hurts.. " I cursed. He chuckled. "Welcome to my world.. " "What, you get bitch slapped by crazy exes every day? That’s a new one.. Never knew you were THAT much of a player.." I smirked. "Oh wipe that smirk of your face or I’ll tickle it off. " He said while carefully nursing my wound. The smirk fell from my face within seconds. He laughed. "That’s what I thought.. " We just sat there for a while and I let him nurse the wound. "What are ya lookin at? " I asked him. He chuckled. "Nice and random, as always Chase. But currently, I am looking at the wound you have on your cheek. That is now done being nursed. You’re good to go. " "Yay! " I said and I hopped of the counter. He laughed and guided me out of the bathroom. "Whereto miss? " He said. "To my quarters slaveboy! " I said while holding my head up high. He laughed. "I’ll show you slave" I lifted me up and started running. But not to my room. We went to the stairs!. He was going to run down them when he skidded to a halt. "Ooh, I see a bag, what’s in the bag? Lemme se the bag! " He said hyper. I laughed but then realised that it was my outfit for the party. No way was he going to see that yet. "NAHUHH! No way! I dove out of his hands to the bag. Yes, I knew my way around this house quite well. I held it like my life depended on it. "Ahhww. I want to see the bag! " Bam whined. "Nahuh! That is my outfit. I want it to be a surprise! " He sighed. "Fine, I’ll throw it in your room, give it to me. " I gave it to him but reluctantly. " I won’t look! " He said. I huffed. I tried to walk after him to my room but he lifted me up again. "Now, where were we again!? " He laughed and ran down the stairs. I just hung in his arms. Knowing that there wasn’t much to do about this situation. But then I realised. "Bam! NO way! Not the pool! I’m wearing white! Right?.. " I started to doubt myself. "Yes, dumbass, what is the point of throwing you in the pool if you aren’t wearing white?! " He laughed while continuing running. "Getting a kick out of it? " I said with a raised brow. "True! " He chuckled. "YO DUNN! CATCH! " Jup, there I went. Flying into the pool. Oh this was going to suck so hard..
"I so wish I could glare at you right now! I said to the direction were I thought I came from. I heard Bam chuckle. Jep, I was right.. he is that way. I made my way out of the pool and walked towards his laughter. "Bammle! HUG! " I jumped on him and got him all wet, after that, I shoved him out of the way. Which turned out to be, lucky me, right into the pool! I laughed my ass off! "Yea, you laugh Cass, we’ll just enjoy the view! " Glomb said from the pool. I crossed my arms over my chest. "Yeah, go and turn guy on me why don’t ya! " I made my way into the house with a few run ins with walls and stuff. Not once hearing a pause in the laughing from the boys. I got upstairs and took a shower. I was freaking cold.
When I got out of the shower I put a pair of short shorts and a tank top, wouldn’t know what’s on it so I can’t really tell ya now can I? I got out my laptop and started typing. Yes, Bam had some guy make me a custom laptop. I could feel the letters on the keys. I liked to type my thoughts. There was a possibility to have it read back to my by a computer voice. They really had thought of everything when they made this. I permanently attached myself to his body for two days when he got me this gift. I was so happy. But ok, I started typing my journal. I was lying on my tummy thinking about what to write when the door opened. Dico and Raab came running in. "Cassie, dinner is ready! " They screamed. I flinched. "Gees, guys, it’s the eyes.. not the ears! " I said while holding my ears a little. Not paying attention to what I said, Dico stepped forward. "OOH! What ya writing!? " He said in a weird voice. I slammed down the lid of the laptop. "None of you freakin business, now, I’ll be down in a sec. "Don’t need any help? " Raab said softly. I knew he still found it hard to deal with sometimes, me being blind. He meant it so well. "Yeah, that be nice Raab, hold on. I saved my files and closed the lid again. Raab helped me down the stairs and set me on the same seat as always. Right next to Bam and Dunn.
I felt their eyes on me. "What? " I asked. "Eh, nothing.. "Dunn said stuttering a little. Then I remembered I was still in short shorts and a tanktop. I sighed. "Jesus Dunn, you guys walked in on me naked once, you are stuttering and blushing from this? " "Hey I wasn’t- How’d ya know? " He said pouting. I laughed. "I know you.. " April put a plate in front of me and handed me my knife and fork. "Spaghetti. " She said. I licked my lips. "YUM! You rule Ape! " I started eating. "Hey you! Manners! " Bam said to me. "Said the house chimp! " I spoke with my mouth full. The guys laughed. I knew he was pouting. "Oh you know I hate it when you do that! " I said to him. "What? " He asked. "You’re pouting. " I said. He shuddered. "It still scares me when you do that! " He said. Now it was my turn to pout. "Glad to know I’m scary.. " I said sadly. Immediately, there were two arms around me. "Aww, Chase! Me sowwy! " He said rubbing his cheek against mine. I laughed. "Yeah, you better be! " I pushed him off me and we got back to eating again.
April gasped. "It’s beautiful..! " I raised my eyebrows. "Trust me Cassie, this looks a bit gothic, and even I think it’s gorgeous. This is the corset you have to wear to the party. " I grabbed the corset from the lady and went into the fitting room. I tried it on together with a black skirt I had found earlier. The skirt came on the ground. "It fits Ape.. how do I look? " I walked out of the fitting room. My black hair was down and hung a bit in front of my eyes. "They will be looking at you all night sweetie, you look stunning.. "
We also bought some new lingerie cause the only bra’s I had were with straps. After that we returned home. April was making small talk the whole way. I had a feeling she wanted to tell me something but just.. wasn’t ready or something. When we arrived home, I got out and walked towards the door. I actually could do that by myself, I walked it so many times, I knew it well.
~Bam’s POV~
Missy walked in and she kissed me on the cheek. I was sitting at the table going over some video shit. I was supposed to be directing HIM’s new video in a month. "Babe, can I talk to you about something? " I looked up. "Yea, what is it? " She sighed. "Cassandra.. " I immediately sat up straight. Did something happen to her? " What is it? Has something happened to her? " She sighed. "No, everything is fine, but that’s what I mean. As soon as it is about her, you pay attention, and you are so touchy-feely with her. It’s like you want her more than me Bam, not to be a bitch, but couldn’t you pay some more attention to me? And not just be all over her all the time? " I couldn’t really believe she was saying this. "Missy, are you kidding me? She is my best friend. It’s just the way we act around each other! " "Doesn’t seem like it.. the way you are around her says a lot.. " My mouth dropped. "So, you don’t trust me.. that’s it? You don’t believe I could be friendly with a girl without fucking her?! " I was starting to get really pissed. "I’m just telling you what I see Bam! It hurts me to see that you can’t act like that around me! " I sighed. "Jesus missy, every time I even try to tickle you or something you always are busy or snap at me! I am friends with Chase, whether you like it or not! " Her eyes started to tear up. "So you don’t even care that it hurts me..? " She said softly. "Yes missy, of course I do. But it is the way we act around each other! It hurts me to know that you can’t take my word upon that! " Some tears fell from her eyes. "I’m not asking for much Bam, just.. don’t be so touchy around her anymore.. " "Missy, it is how we are with each other. If you can’t trust me.. than it is your problem.. " I said coldly. I had enough of this. It hurt me a lot that she didn’t trust me. She didn’t get the hint though. "So what now..? " She said softly. "I don’t know.. if you can’t trust me.. " She gasped. "Do you want to break up or something? " I sighed. I don’t know missy. Can’t say that I all went great in our relationship. Especially recently, and now this, if you can’t trust me.. why should I be with you? I’m not going to shut out my best friend for anyone. She has stuck by me trough everything, I helped her, she helped me. If you can’t accept that, then… I can’t accept you.. I think.. " She started crying harder. "I don’t want it to end yet Bam.. I .. " She was silent. "Missy, I’ll tell you what. This are a lot of emotions.. Why don’t we just take a break for a while. Just, don’t see each other, let everything cool down. I’m not planning on dating anyone else, but lets just let this settle down a bit.. then we’ll talk.. " She sniffed but nodded. "Maybe, that’s for the best.. " She said softly. "I’ll stay at Kylies if you need me.. " Her best friend. Hadn’t seen her in a while though.. "But you are really telling me the truth right.. when you say you didn’t do anything with Cassandra? " That did it. "Missy, shut the fuck up! I know you have never really got along with her, but can’t you take my fucking word for this! Relationships are about trust! You obviously lack that! Fuck this break thing missy, you just screwed yourself over, get out! " She looked at me with big eyes. "You’re..you’re.. " "GET OUT MISSY! " I screamed. I had it with her. It had been rough lately, but the fact that she didn’t trust me hurt me bad..
~Your POV~
I walked inside and went to the stairs, occasionally walking into stuff. But then I heard screaming. I walked towards the source of the screaming. I stayed and listened. Bam and missy. I never really liked her. Nor did she like me. But she made him happy. Guess there was trouble in paradise.. Just when I was about to walk away I heard my name. I waited until most of the screaming died down. The only thing I heard after that was: "GET OUT MISSY! " I picked up the bag with my clothes and made my way upstairs. Which, unfortunately wasn’t fast enough. I had a run in with Missy, literally. "Get out of my way! " She half screamed half cried. "Sorry Missy, I mumbled" "Yea you should be! You are the origin of all evil! "She screamed. "Fucking charity case.. " She mumbled after it. That got me pissed. "I’m no fucking charity case bitch, whatever you did to make him break up with you, is probably your own fucking fault! Now go and never show your face here again! You sicken me! " I screamed at her. She laughed, almost like a witch. "HA! Like you can see me anyway stupid freak! " She slapped me across the face. That, of course, I didn’t see coming. I fell to the floor and heard her stomp out of the house. Putting my hand to my cheek, I felt a fluid. Blood, great. Her ring must have got me. A lot of doors opened at the same time, obviously hearing the fight was over. "Cas, what happened? What did she do? " Came Glomb’s voice. I let my head fall backwards, resting it against the wall. Trying to hold back any tears that were trying to come out. "Nothing.. " I mumbled. "Bullshit.. " Came Bam’s voice from the stairs. "Did she do that? Let me see" He had come up and knelt in front of me. "Fuck Chase, that is a big one, come on. " He lifted me up. And got me into a bathroom. "You’re crying.. " He said softly. "No shit Sherlock, you’re in this because of me.. I may be blind, but certainly not deaf. " I heard a little air come out trough his nose, that sound he always made when he smiled. Who smiles at a time like this? I love him to death, but he’s a weird little fucker.. I still tried my hardest not to cry. "This isn’t your fault Chase, you know that. This was a matter of trust.. what missy didn’t have in me. Yes, it hurts a little, but it has been rough for a while now. Can’t say you didn’t notice that.. " I couldn’t help it. Tears flowed out of my icy white eyes. He wiped them away with his thumb. Holding my face and making me look at him. "Don’t cry Chase, I hate it when you do that. " I chuckled sarcastically. "Well, I hate it when I am the cause of peoples misery! " His grip on my face went tighter. "Chase, listen to me. This, is, not, your, fault. This was long coming. It hurt me a little but that will pass soon. No one in this house feels miserable about it. So don’t feel guilty about something that you didn’t have anything to do with.. " He spoke slow and clear. I smiled. "Sorry Bam, your right I guess.. " "I am right" he said with a smirk in his voice. "Now, lets clean that gash shall we? " He started dabbing it with alcohol. I flinched. "Fuck Jesus that hurts.. " I cursed. He chuckled. "Welcome to my world.. " "What, you get bitch slapped by crazy exes every day? That’s a new one.. Never knew you were THAT much of a player.." I smirked. "Oh wipe that smirk of your face or I’ll tickle it off. " He said while carefully nursing my wound. The smirk fell from my face within seconds. He laughed. "That’s what I thought.. " We just sat there for a while and I let him nurse the wound. "What are ya lookin at? " I asked him. He chuckled. "Nice and random, as always Chase. But currently, I am looking at the wound you have on your cheek. That is now done being nursed. You’re good to go. " "Yay! " I said and I hopped of the counter. He laughed and guided me out of the bathroom. "Whereto miss? " He said. "To my quarters slaveboy! " I said while holding my head up high. He laughed. "I’ll show you slave" I lifted me up and started running. But not to my room. We went to the stairs!. He was going to run down them when he skidded to a halt. "Ooh, I see a bag, what’s in the bag? Lemme se the bag! " He said hyper. I laughed but then realised that it was my outfit for the party. No way was he going to see that yet. "NAHUHH! No way! I dove out of his hands to the bag. Yes, I knew my way around this house quite well. I held it like my life depended on it. "Ahhww. I want to see the bag! " Bam whined. "Nahuh! That is my outfit. I want it to be a surprise! " He sighed. "Fine, I’ll throw it in your room, give it to me. " I gave it to him but reluctantly. " I won’t look! " He said. I huffed. I tried to walk after him to my room but he lifted me up again. "Now, where were we again!? " He laughed and ran down the stairs. I just hung in his arms. Knowing that there wasn’t much to do about this situation. But then I realised. "Bam! NO way! Not the pool! I’m wearing white! Right?.. " I started to doubt myself. "Yes, dumbass, what is the point of throwing you in the pool if you aren’t wearing white?! " He laughed while continuing running. "Getting a kick out of it? " I said with a raised brow. "True! " He chuckled. "YO DUNN! CATCH! " Jup, there I went. Flying into the pool. Oh this was going to suck so hard..
"I so wish I could glare at you right now! I said to the direction were I thought I came from. I heard Bam chuckle. Jep, I was right.. he is that way. I made my way out of the pool and walked towards his laughter. "Bammle! HUG! " I jumped on him and got him all wet, after that, I shoved him out of the way. Which turned out to be, lucky me, right into the pool! I laughed my ass off! "Yea, you laugh Cass, we’ll just enjoy the view! " Glomb said from the pool. I crossed my arms over my chest. "Yeah, go and turn guy on me why don’t ya! " I made my way into the house with a few run ins with walls and stuff. Not once hearing a pause in the laughing from the boys. I got upstairs and took a shower. I was freaking cold.
When I got out of the shower I put a pair of short shorts and a tank top, wouldn’t know what’s on it so I can’t really tell ya now can I? I got out my laptop and started typing. Yes, Bam had some guy make me a custom laptop. I could feel the letters on the keys. I liked to type my thoughts. There was a possibility to have it read back to my by a computer voice. They really had thought of everything when they made this. I permanently attached myself to his body for two days when he got me this gift. I was so happy. But ok, I started typing my journal. I was lying on my tummy thinking about what to write when the door opened. Dico and Raab came running in. "Cassie, dinner is ready! " They screamed. I flinched. "Gees, guys, it’s the eyes.. not the ears! " I said while holding my ears a little. Not paying attention to what I said, Dico stepped forward. "OOH! What ya writing!? " He said in a weird voice. I slammed down the lid of the laptop. "None of you freakin business, now, I’ll be down in a sec. "Don’t need any help? " Raab said softly. I knew he still found it hard to deal with sometimes, me being blind. He meant it so well. "Yeah, that be nice Raab, hold on. I saved my files and closed the lid again. Raab helped me down the stairs and set me on the same seat as always. Right next to Bam and Dunn.
I felt their eyes on me. "What? " I asked. "Eh, nothing.. "Dunn said stuttering a little. Then I remembered I was still in short shorts and a tanktop. I sighed. "Jesus Dunn, you guys walked in on me naked once, you are stuttering and blushing from this? " "Hey I wasn’t- How’d ya know? " He said pouting. I laughed. "I know you.. " April put a plate in front of me and handed me my knife and fork. "Spaghetti. " She said. I licked my lips. "YUM! You rule Ape! " I started eating. "Hey you! Manners! " Bam said to me. "Said the house chimp! " I spoke with my mouth full. The guys laughed. I knew he was pouting. "Oh you know I hate it when you do that! " I said to him. "What? " He asked. "You’re pouting. " I said. He shuddered. "It still scares me when you do that! " He said. Now it was my turn to pout. "Glad to know I’m scary.. " I said sadly. Immediately, there were two arms around me. "Aww, Chase! Me sowwy! " He said rubbing his cheek against mine. I laughed. "Yeah, you better be! " I pushed him off me and we got back to eating again.