What a Wonderful Caricature of Intimacy

When we got to Ryan's house, I went straight up to his room. He had told me the last time we were together that his parents weren't going to be home all weekend. Unfortunately for me, Ryan could be charming when he wanted to and that meant that my mom absolutely adored him. So when Ryan asked if I could stay at his house for the weekend, of course my mom said yes.

I got to Ryan's room and went and sat on the bed. I pulled my shoes and my socks off, used to the routine I had been forced into. I can't get into that though, cause that's part of the secret. I glance warily at the camera set in the corner of the bedroom pointed at the bed. I hated that Ryan videotaped everything. It made me uncomfortable.

I finally heard Ryan's footsteps as he came up the stairs and walked down the hallway to his room. He opened the door to his room and closed it behind him without even glancing at me. He strode right over to the video camera and pushed a button on it. The familiar little red light came on, signaling that the camera was recording. Ryan finally looked at me and nodded his head once. I stood up and unbuttoned my pants before pulling them off slowly. I kicked my pants to the side before starting to pull my shirt over my head. When it was off, I tossed it over to my pants. I sat back down on the bed and moved back so that I was more on the bed. Finally, Ryan moved and pulled his shirt off and took his pants off. He got to the bed and got on it, moving closer to me on his knees. He pushed me back so that I was laying down and he moved so that he was on top of me. I felt his warm breath on my face, as his lips got closer to me. His lips touched mine and he started kissing me hungrily. His tongue instantly found its way into my mouth as his hand moved to my back where he expertly unclasped my bra. He pulled it off quickly and his lips left mine and I felt them placed to my shoulder. I couldn't help but let out a moan as he bit my shoulder gently. I felt his hands exploring one part of my body while his lips explored another part. I finally felt his hands on my waist and he grabbed ahold of my underwair before pulling them off quickly. His hands ran up the sides of my body and I arched my back, pushing myself closer to him. He grabbed my hands and placed them at the edge of his boxers. I pulled them down carefully and when they were off, Ryan kissed me again as he positioned himself over me. He thrust into me and I bit my lip, trying to suppress a loud moan.

"D-don't," Ryan panted as he continued to thrust into me. Knowing what he wanted, I opened my mouth and let out the moans I had been trying to hold in.

"R-Ryan," I panted as I finally came. Ryan continued to thrust as he came. When he was done, he collapsed on top of me to catch his breath. After a minute, Ryan got off of me and went over to the camera, turning it off. I sat up when I saw the little red light go off.

"Go get yourself cleaned up," Ryan said as he pulled on his boxers and left the room. He didn't have to tell me. I would have taken a shower afterwards even if he hadn't told me to. I always felt dirty after being with him. As I made my way to the bathroom, I couldn't help but notice that my imaginary walls had moved closer to me.