Status: Completed.

Even If I Say

She Couldn't Ever Have Me

Draco and I were sitting by the lake and talking over the future. The wedding, the Death Eaters, Voldemort.... All of it.

"I don't know Draco... I don't think he will try to get us killed so early after joining the ranks but.... He might. " Truth is I was worried that one of us was going to get killed after becoming a Death Eater. Or someone we loved would...

And then there's Ara. In love with Harry Potter and wanting to join the Order of the Phoenix. She's from a pureblood family and she wants to act like a mudblood. But I can't help to think what if it were me?

I was always the family's precious jewel... But there was always so many secrets kept... I wonder what they have kept from us...

I know that Ara and I don't belong in the Ravencroft family... Maybe the clan but not the direct family.

"I'm not sure Ravie... If we're unfaithful..."

"Yes but are we that stupid?"

"No.. You have a point I suppose."

"Don't I always?"

"I guess. I just don't want to lose you over this."

I gave a short cruel laugh. "Draco, you should know me better. I follow orders remember?"

"Yes... Just don't get hurt."

"Sure, sure kid."