We Never Were (So We Die!)

Engles POV::

UGH!!! My life is so fucking frustrating I swear! first i leave after i kiss most of the vampires, then i get an abusive boyfriend who i have a kid with, THEN my best fucking friend dies, then i find tom fucking a girl right when I was about to forgive him, i swear some times i wish i wasnt the slayer and i could just go and die. Them maybe people wouldnt be freaked when they see that the dead girl is alive. "hey babe why out so late?" a drunken old man asked me. " nothing. leave me the fuck alone." i said with no emotion present in my voice. "well come on baby i wanna show you that even i can make the darkest day pleasurable." he siad. more like slurred. " why dont you go home and blow up a doll? cause thats the only action your ever going to get." i said and turned to walk away. only to feel my arm being gripped tigh. 'loser better backj the fuck off or imma kick the shit outta him' i said to myself. he forced me back and forced his lips on mine. 'big mistake pervert' i thought then he doubled over in pain holding his jewles. then i kneed him in the face kicked him in the stomach and punched him one more time. "well that took off some steam" i said to no one. i sat down on the swingset near by and started to swing, as i ws doing so i was singing You Don't Mean AnyThing. By Simple Plan

Maybe, I'm just not good enough for you
And maybe, i just don't wanna be like you
And maybe I just don't wanna know
How low you're ready to go
I'm not gonna change, you can't make me, WHOA

[Chorus]
You don't, You don't, You don't, You don't
You don't mean anything to me [x2]
You're what I never wanna be

Tell me, does it feel good to be like you
And tell me, why should I waste my time with you
Cuz maybe you always bring me down
And I'm sick of being pushed around
I'm not gonna change, you can't make me, WHOA

[Chorus]

I know you think you know me
You don't know anything
I know you wanna help me
I don't need anything
Don't tell me where to go
I don't need you to know

You don't, you don't, you dont, you don't
You don't mean anything to me
You don't you dont, you don't, you don't
You don't me anything to me
[Chorus]

after that i started singing another song. it was I Won't Be There also by Simple Plan.

I don't wanna make this
Harder than I have to
This is how it has to be
There's so many things I want to say
But you just don't listen to me

I don't want to hurt you
You don't want to hurt me
I can't stand you
And you can't stand me
We can't rearrange
You can never change me
Say goodbye
Nothing I say could change your mind cuz

[Chorus:]
I can't stay
Tomorrow I'll be on my way
So don't expect to find me sleeping in my bed
'Cuz when you wake up
I won't be there

Everything I say
You find a way to make it
Sound like I was born just yesterday
Everything you taught me
Doesn't mean a thing
So I'm going my way

I don't want to hurt you
You don't want to hurt me
I can't stand you
And you can't stand me
We can't rearrange
You can never change me
Say goodbye
Nothing I say could change your mind 'cuz

[Chorus]

This is the last night
That I spend at home
And it won't take too long
For you to notice
Won't take long for you to find out
That I'm gone

[Chorus x2]

after both those songs silent tears cascaded down my face, leaving a wet trail. i was thinking of keith and Tom the whole time i was singing. i sighed then let out a scream of frustration. i couldnt hold it in. i had to do it.