Learn How to Lie

February 12th, 2005

Dear Journal,

We had practice yesterday again, though we didn't really practice. Spence and Jon wanted to get to know Brendon more. Which was cool because Brendon said stuff that he hasn't told me yet. For a whole three and a half hours I got to stare and oogle him without him noticing. Which was really nice. I think Spence and Jon really enjoyed him too (not as much as I did though). Which is also nice. I noticed after Spence got us all something to drink that Brendon kind of got hyper. He had everyone cracking up. He saying stuff like "Panic! is at the disco!" And like crap like that. I've been thinking of instead of just "Panic!" that maybe "Panic! At The Disco" isn't that bad of a name...

OH! AND GUESS WHAT?! Brendon asked me out on Valentine's Day! Not in the way I wish he did but still! At least in my head I can think of it as our first date. I don't even know what I'm going to wear! What am I going to wear?!?!! I'm going to go rummage around my closet.

Love,

Ryan!