i know you told me some of this, but I like hearing the whole story. It kinda reminds me of Sam and I. XD Only not at all the same time since although everybody thought we were going out, and totally acted like we liked each other, we didn't, lmao. I mean he was gay, and although I like some boys, it's only the really feminine ones and I mostly like girls. LMAO. so totally not related but still, some of what you said about how you met him and the type of friendship you had reminds me of Sam and me. Anyway, I'll read the rest when you type it up. and I hope that things get better soon?