I Need Help... - Comments

i'm not going any where Beaux. no matter what.

thanks guys but i have been to professional help more then once...i just cant do it again. it would kill me and tori. i cant put her though that and, my family does not have the money anyway.....

Stay strong. I once read this thing from someone who said, when shit happens stay strong because something totally awesome will follow.
Tori doesn't sound like someone who'd give up on you.

I think getting some professional help would be for the best.

How about you try and write down how you feel.
Sometimes its harder keeping it in as it is letting it you.
Write a story.
It could be about you or your emotions.
Post a journal entry now and then. IF its secret, and you want no one reading it, make it a private journal entry.
Or do what I do and write poetry.
Its dosen't have to rhyme, just to have an emotional meaning to you is enough.

Hope it helps <3

Why not try getting professional help?
Professional help will be a lot more useful than us.

I'm going through the same thing right now. I just got out of 'the crazy house' the 17th. Get help. You may not think you need it, but you do. Go to a therapist. I have one. She's not bad at all. It helps a lot, trust me. Because you're going to end up going too deep, or taking to many pills and it's going to end your life.

I almost ended mine because of it. It wasn't fun to watch my family cry.