September 19th, 2009 at 07:08am
My brother's done the same thing. Eventually I lost my temper and punched him in the stomach. He did it again a few months later, because he was an idiot who never knew when to quit, and I hit him over the head with a snowboard. I didn't feel guilty at all.
You know you were wrong to snap, and as A.Broken.Mess said, that's what matters. It'll help you keep control, the next time she starts hurling insults at you. IF there is a next time; hopefully she's learned her lesson, just as you've learned yours.
Listen, yes you could of killed her but you didn't.
You blacked out it's not your fault.
And she should've understood what she was getting into in the first place to call you all that.
You're absolutly, NOT disgusting or ungrateful.
You just lost you'r temper, nothing wrong with that.
And I've done some stuff like that, and I didn't feel bad either.
Don't beat yourself up about it, you're fine.