January 22nd, 2010 at 03:03am
I should have figured there would be a lot of repetitive Rev journals, but I haven't been on in a really long time so...
But still, now that I see all of the journals saying the same thing, it IS annoying, but I still wanted to let that out. :/
No, I didn't know him, never would have known him, but when you spend six years listening to a band, them being your favorite for six years....and writing fan fics about them, and everything....you get a little close to them.
I mean, I'm upset about it, and will be for awhile, but my life still goes on...
I miss him when I listen to Avenged, and it makes me sad that he isn't here anymore....
BUT....
I'm pretty sure the guys, the girls, Leana especially and his family are hurting way worse than any of us ever will be.
We're the fans, and all of us are family just because we share the love of this band...
so we have to rally with each other to give support to his real family.
Sorry, I'm just a little frustrated with the whole thing because my fiance freaking argued with me about being upset the day it happened. I've had to defend the reason why I was upset to a lot of people....which I know it doesn't make sense to them, and that's fine, but it's like, they can accept that I was upset, and move on, ya know?
I hope none of that came out annoyed or anything because I'm not. Promise..
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I'm trying to keep everything straight with what I wanted to say. Okay, well, I have made my comment into a novel, so I think I'm done.