Argh, just...ARGH! - Comments

don't think in time, thinking about the future just will make the present painfull and never ending, just think in all the good things you have around you, yes, i know, sometimes they are not as much, just think you still alive, you have a change, you survive, i'm kind of fucked up too, maybe not in your position, but let me tell you, music saves lives, art saves live, listen to you fav band, write, draw, sing, jump, and cry out all your emotions, you will be okay, sorry if this is lame, i'm so so so sorry, i don't even read your stories, i just read your journals, yes, this so fucking lame, but let me tell you other thing: never lose faith, or hope. Goodbye

I agree with raie. God totally saved my life, no doubt in my mind God could help you out too.
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Obviously I don't wish it upon others, I'm saying they can't understand, hence, they have no reason to judge and right now I don't care about my grammar, it's called depression, things like grammar take a back seat when you're in a mood. And cheer up? You want to have a 46 year old drunken man threaten to hit you, your mum slap you and tell you it's all your fault and then have that man trash y our room and then cheer up? And no I don't beleive in God, he's done nothing for me.

LIfe is a struggle. LIfe is an adventure. Those things happening to you are things that would make you stronger for the more heavy situations about to come. But don't falter, if you do believe in GOd, remember he won't leave you. He's just there so I hope you won't be blinded by your anger or depression. Believe. Have faith. Cheer up....=)

In order for people to completely understand what a person is going through, they have to have been through the same thing/or a similar situation.
Do you really wish that upon someone?
I don't.
But, I do hope things get better for you. It doesn't sound like a fun situation at all.
I'm sorry. The grammer could use a little touch up, if you don't mind me saying.