I can't do it. - Comments

I hope this isn't offensive, but that would mae an amazing poem. At first I seriously couldn't tell ifthis was a rant or a poem. I know it's arant but it'd make a great poem. Maybe even a song.

On a different note. I know a bit of how you feel.

Try not to get yourself down. Look more on the positive side rather than getting extremely cynnical about how you think things might turn out. You are taking an AP class, so that's steps towards improving. And you want to be a wedding planner! That's amazing. I had no idea what I wanted to be when I was 16.
Just try and work your hardest, and do your best. Don't worry about what other people expect of you. I know this sounds stupid, but you'll probably have alot more fun if you don't focus on the bad all the time. Maybe just set yourself a small goal. Like getting one of your classes up to a B or an A or soemthing.
Good Luck. I hope you don't let your family's expectations get you down.