When the world gives you a hundred reasons to cry give the world a thousand reasons to smile :] - Comments

I lost my dad in October due to suicide.
>.>
I still think it's my fault, for not stopping him.
I fail.
Whatever; I like your attitude, dude.

Everything's certainly gonna be okay, dear. <3

With a positive attitude like that, you can be sure that things will start to look up even more. (:

But if you're desperate for her love, maybe talk to your mom about this? I'm sure she would be willing to do so.