I know exactly how you feel. :( I had a best friend for nine years, I mean we were inseprable... now were just like friends who talk at school but never actually hang out... it sucks.
This is a shitty sentiment to uphold, but it gets easier over time. I had a huge fight with my best friend a few months ago, and our friendship never survived. It doesn't really bother me anymore, but at the time it was a huge deal. It'll get better sweetie, don't worry.
I had a best friend for nine years, I mean we were inseprable... now were just like friends who talk at school but never actually hang out... it sucks.