My ex who stalks me, harrasses me, took it too far. - Comments

WTFMusicPerson, Thank you. I guess I see what you mean. It's just hard in this situation, I feel like I was already down so they kicked me for sh*ts and giggles. :/

Zanna98, also, thank you. But I don't think I'm going to hurt someone. Haha. I think the best revenge I can have on them is, while they are sufficating with their drug addictions, and their lives which will amount to nothing, I'm going to be happy because in the end I'm going to be successful. And they will be in the same place they've always been - a crackhouse with nothing to live for.

I'm so sorry, Spazzlette! If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. Just don't commit suicide, and go up to your 'friends', and punch them, or slap then, or whatever. In this situation, revenge IS the answer.

(sorry was writing a poem)

All in all thats just the way the world is. Everyone is alone, even if they don't seem like it they are alone because we are all individuals and the world is hardly selfless. As a druggie his life is already on it's end and he's the one that has nothing to live for, and that makes him heartless. Don't become heartless.

You can't have a million friends, like my mom says the more friends you have the more they are actually just acquaintances, a person only has one or if they are lucky 2 friends, and even then they can still betray you. Don't wear your heart on your sleeve about what others say/think about you because the ones that mind don't matter and the ones that matter don't mind. You have a beautiful soul look to other things in life and throw your passion in to something more and you will see how much those people really don't matter, and you will see how little they will do in life, and how little they can appreciate the beauties of the world. And you will no longer feel pain from them but you will feel pity.

EverRose, Lmfao, he promised me he would change. And he didn't act so bad in the begining months, but at about 6 months he started to treat me like poop. By then I was already trapped, it felt like. He's a bad word. :l

Then why the hell did you go out with him in the first place?! I mean if he was that bad why continue the relationship? I'd still kick him in the balls XD

EverRose, Bahaha. I'd ask him for an apology but this boy is a terrible person. He's been to rehab/juvy twice. He's been on drugs since he was about 10, now he's about 16. He's prone to violance and when we were dating he constantly treated me terribly. He's insane, honest. If I see him in person, I could only imagine what he'd do now that we were broken up. Considering when we were together he was terrible. Imagine him now. He's a physco!

People have become corupted and turned into something other then human. That's just life now. But honestly if i were you, I'd take action. If no one outside of this can help then take matters into your own hands. If it's calling the police you choose to do, don't tell them act on it. Words are just words, they may hurt but that doesn't mean they are true.

If I were in this situation I'd go to his house and demond an apolgy...or I'd kick him in the balls. But that's just me....

EverRose, I told my parents. I told them and I've been telling them. All they have to say is "Just ignore them, it'll go away." It doesn't go away though will all the low blows they get me with. I feel horrible inside. I don't know why anyone would do this to me, or do this to anyone in general. What happened to showing compassion to others?

Honestly sweetie, if he is hurting you this much tell your parents, or a trusted teacher at school. And suicide is just plain dumb. Like wtfmusicperson said it's only temporary.

You are worth something...

WTFMusicPerson, he's not in my school, she isn't either. It's the fact that now I feel as if everyone is like that group. Behind my back, secretly hating me and plotting in ways to break me down. I feel completely and utterlly alone. I have a million people I consider friends but none of them could I go to about anything except possibly two. Everyone else seems to just want to screw me over and hurt me. I always allow it too. I stand up for myself but at home I fall apart. I fall to little bits because as much as I am independent, I'm also alone above all.

I have to get a PFA from my ex. Because he won't stop harrassing me.

Well suicide isn't the option to a problem thats only temporary. If it affects you so greatly see if you can arrange to transfer schools or find a home school/online school option. If you don't consider that then it's obviously not effecting you as much as it could.

These are only a few years, you have other greater things to focus on then what other people think there will always be the haters and they must always be ignored to notice them gives them the satisfaction they desired. In life you can trust no one but yourself above all. You can let other people share with you, you keep other peoples secrets but you don't exchange for some of your own. My mom always tells me theres no such thing as true friends because theres always something that could come between.

They are but a few tiny people in a much larger world, broaden and see A this wont last forever. B karma comes back around. C you choose where you look in life. D Things could be much worse, count your blessings. and E mibba is always here for you =]