October 22nd, 2010 at 02:36pm
::cries a little::
I love you too :)
Honestly , I think this is one of the most heartfelt , emotional journals that I have read in a long time . I too haven't been "bullied" that much ... it was more that I was picked on a lot . More about my weight , my skin complexion , my height . Just seemed like nothing about me was good enough for people . But I somehow learned that the only way I could go on in life was to love myself , be happy of who I am , and just hold my head up high and strong .
By the way , I think your utterly beautiful <3
When I read this, I couldn't help but think; "Damn, we have a lot in common!"
Like, the whole.. hairy arms thing. I'm exactly like that, it comes from my fathers side. (grumbles about his side of the family) Anyways! I never got called down by them, because well- I never let them. I always wore sweaters in class, ever since I started Grade 7.
And the, whole.. father thing, with him picking your flaws, and him not being proud or anything. That is exactly how it is for me! Except, it's my mom.. See, my mom has a lot of pride, so.. it's hard to please someone who has more pride than yourself. I always have pride in somethings that I did, and I'd show her.. expecting her to be proud or say something positive about it. But no, she always had to take the bad things of it.
And of course, you know my whole ex-boyfriend situation too, exactly like yours. Buut, I'm not going to get into that, he can go.. rot somewhere.
I love you too! But you already know that. (:
And of course, you tell me that I'm talented, well... pssh. I have proof, your layout! xD