Just when I thought I was piecing myself back together... - Comments

You see, school is what makes me feel like I'm actually good at something. But at the same time it makes me feel like I'm not. For once I want to be the best at something, but it's never me. Whether it be in the eyes of a boy I admire, or writing, or schoolwork there's always someone better.
And that is what makes me feel worthless.

I feel the same way. I'm in Honors Chem, AP US history, n other advanced classes right now in an advanced HS n it's definitely stressful, I'm not going to lie. But, I think u already kno wat ull b signing urself up for. In my school honors r 4.3 n AP r 4.6. We can also take classes at the collge across the street if we qualify.
I stress about everything n I've had a rough year psychologically which at the beginning of November, resulted in my counselor referring me to a psychologist. Glad that happened, I'd been trying to get my parents to take me to one for years. There's nothing wrong with therapy, if u want to be the best u can be in skool with all those courses, ur going to need it so u don't have a breakdown or fail or do poorly. If u feel u can't handle those courses, pick the ones tht u feel u might major in like the person above me said.

In my school, Honors classes get your a 4.5 GPA and AP gets you a 5.0

I don't know about your school, but in my school honours and AP were counted the same way. The only difference was that you could get AP credits with the course. If that's the way yours is, I'd say why add the extra stress unless you're going to major in that course?