totheark. I've already got people threatening to beat him up (brother), egg him (mom), beat him with a baseball bat (friend), etc. It kind of warms my heart to know that so many people, even those who I don't talk to normally, are saying they hate seeing me like this. It hurts, so bad. I am going to see him in like an hour or so. I'm not sure how I'm going to look at him, but we need to talk in person.
It's not you, dear, it's him. It's not your fault if he thinks with his d*ck and throws away the best thing that ever happened to him. It's not your fault at all. You deserve so much better.
If you want me to hit him with a shovel for you, I can?