I hate Myself... - Comments

  • Just Been Jaked

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    My best friend came out to me in our first year of high school and his homophobic dad deserted him. I can understand the way you felt with your family. Unless someone can be there for you like I could physically take in Raker, push back the negative comments until the day you can leave. When you leave, don't look back. If they couldn't be there for you then, when you're going through sh*t now, they won't be there when you really need it.

    You're better than those who are straight. You're honest with yourself and aren't afraid of it. That's something to be proud of. Don't forget it.
    April 13th, 2011 at 09:10am
  • Venganza!

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    Oh lovely, don't ever think you aren't good enough or start hating yourself. You are beautiful the way you are! Being gay is never an abomination. You are stronger and more amazing for having the courage to be open about it! I am truly honored to know you even if it's a little bit here on Mibba. I am so sorry you don't have the support from your family but you can definitely get through this and music can help. Please know that I am here for you! We may not know each other in person but our love for MCR has brought us together! If you ever need to talk, just message me and I will always lend you my ear and heart to you! :D Stay strong darling and don't ever let anyone bring you down. You are beautiful and oh so amazing!! <3 <3 <3
    April 12th, 2011 at 07:36am
  • alexaestelle

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    Oh sweetie, it'll all be okay in the end, I know that sounds terribly cliche, but I mean it. Don't let anyone ever tell you that you're not good enough, or you're not a good person. Don't ever believe that, even for one second, because it's not true. So what if you're gay and open about it? It takes more courage to be open about it then it does to keep your feelings bottles up inside. You have the guts to stand up for what you believe in, and that makes you a wonderful person. I know it hurts, and I know you want to believe it when you hear it enough, I've been through it, too. You just have to block it out in any way you know how, which, for me is music, and I can tell you're doing that, too. Let the music speak to you, let it carry al of your fears away, let it calm you down, let it wash away the pain of yesterday. You just keep on living your life the way you know you're meant to be and one day it will all work out, and you'll be happy, living the life you knew you always would. I'm always here for you, love, any time of any day <3
    April 12th, 2011 at 01:35am
  • itwaspure

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    =( I'm so sorry you feel that way. I hope it gets better. You can talk to me if you would like to. I will always respond. I'm also glad that incorporated My Chemical Romance into the end. They always make me feel better.
    April 10th, 2011 at 01:09am
  • Mikey's Sparkly Bass

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    Oh gosh. Don't hate yourself for being who you are. You can't help being gay and you shouldn't even want to help it. Being gay is like breaking the basic human stereotype that man is supposed to be with woman. It's awesome that you're open about it too and someone, someday, will respect and love you for that. And if it makes you feel any better I actually like hanging out with gay guys a lot more than straight guys because I can talk about guys with a guy and get to know what guys like. So really don't let who you are be the bane of your existence, embrace it fully.

    If you ever need any help with anything at all or just want to talk, I'll be more than happy to help. All you have to do is message me, I'm on here like every day. =)
    April 10th, 2011 at 12:39am
  • Lyrical_liar

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    I can tell you that you're not alone feeling this way.
    I may not be gay but TONS of my friends are. I met them because I am a full advocate for gay rights. There are people that are fighting everywhere just so kids won't have to grow up the way you did. You should reach out and get involved in groups, trust me they work wonders.
    If you ever need someone to talk to, message me to dtorres1991@yahoo.com
    April 10th, 2011 at 12:27am
  • wristbanger

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    oh my goodness, I am so angry that you had to go throuhg all this. Don't think about EVER changing yourself just for other, I bet you are just as beautiful and wonderful as everyone else. Your grandmother should have NEVER said anything like that to you, no matter how religious crazy she is.

    If you EVER want to talk message me or whatever or email me at musicjunkie1213@yahoo.com or ANYTHIING okay?? <3333 <-- me sending you an infinite amount of love.
    April 9th, 2011 at 11:17pm