This won't say much, but: If you EVER need anyone to get advice from, talk to, or just someone to listen to you; Email me okay? Same goes for ANYONE reading this! No matter if it's something as simple as school or boy drama/troubles, or something as serious as suicide. Please, do not hesitate to email me! I might not be able to help you, but you can always vent and talk to me, I will never judge anyone.
There's nothing wrong with you. I feel the same something but not for the same reason. I just usually feel stupid for doing the same mistake over and over... yet I do it anyways. Hope you feel better. :)
kitsch- I've never been one to talk about anything. I feel like when I do, no one genuinely cares, no matter how much they say they do. And when I tell them, they either don't understand how I'm feeling or judge me. It's easier to just keep things to myself. But thanks anyway, love.
crowning- Thank you so much. :) I guess you're right. I get really mental at night, which is probably due to bottling it up. :3
v Thanks. I try to look at it like that, I just wish I could change things.
I just looked at your pictures, and I don't think there's any reason for you to need to lose weight, you're beautiful (:
And I feel like this all the time. :/ I guess by shutting it out you're only putting off the inevitable, right? and then the nixt time it will be worse.
Like kitsch[b/] said, vent it out here and you'll feel a thousand times better about it.
It seems like you're bottling things up which is why you have to restrain yourself from expressing your emotions through crying. I've been crying frequently at night because I did the same thing.
Whatever you're feeling, write it down or talk to someone about it. It's not healthy to keep all this within.