I can see that. In reading your response, I rememberd everything about this journal and more. You really do understand what I was trying to get at here. Thanks for reading. =)
I get that feeling a lot too. Kind of in one right now. I do the same things everyday and talk to the same people, hardly, same person that I don't even like because he really annoys me. I really don't sleep anymore when I know I should, but it's difficult, even when I want to end the day. I've actually been trying to avoid the people around but at the same time I want them there, because I don't want to be alone. I understand how you feel Kenji.