"My mother just told me she can't wait until I kill myself. She also told me I was an ugly worthless piece of sh*t."
^ Wow... that is messed up. I'm going to steal an idea from the 1st commenter. Do you have any hobbies (other than you music)? It sounds like you need to get away from the people you're currently around, at least the ones who degrade you, and find new friends.
To extent I feel your pain.I've been in a position to just say fuck it all & be done with it.And honestly I'd love to give you good advice,but I'm in your position right now.Best I can tell you is that giving up is NOT worth it.Don't say nobody cares.That's not true.It may seem that way now,but it's not.
^ Wow... that is messed up.
I'm going to steal an idea from the 1st commenter. Do you have any hobbies (other than you music)? It sounds like you need to get away from the people you're currently around, at least the ones who degrade you, and find new friends.
Should start with Mibba :D