I;ve been through this sort of .I was clincily dpressed and the doctor said i had psychosis imagining things that are not true)_which i dont_ it was horrible! i'm sorry man that you have to go through this! :(
Have they put you on medication of any kind? Most asylums won't take you unless you are a danger to yourself or society, or if you have nowhere else to go. You can try medication and counseling still. Don't worry, everyone is a little insane
And they are all annoying >.>