whats wrong with me... :( - Comments

well, im only 14 years old.. i have a while till i have to grow up.

You can't stay a child forever, and you're entering a world of adulthood. If you don't want to grow up yet, stay away from choices like these.

Get rid of Alex and have no one. You wont be able to handle it if you can't grow up, not even if it's just a little bit.

@ Willy Wonka' - Thanks... but im not sure if im ready to be an adult yet.. Its too hard and complicated to figure out just now..

Well, you don't need advice because you, yourself, already said what you need to do.

In life, we have to do things that we need to do, not the things we want to. This is YOUR growing up moment. This is where you no longer are a child but an adult. You will do what you don't want, but need to do.

Get rid of Alex and live. It's obvious that Alex is using you like a toy anyway.