Not sure what I'm even doing right now. - Comments

I know how you feel, I really do. I know that it hurts like hell, but you've just gotta keep marching on. After all, no one said that life would be easy, they just said it would be worth it; in the end.
This is just the grueling process to the end, so hold your head high(or hold it low and push through) and march on :)
Don't worry about what other people want you to do, do what YOU want to do. This is your life, not theirs. I haven't read your story(Pierce The Veil isn't really for me) but you already have three rec's. That's pretty good! :) I'd consider that grounds to keep going and to believe in yourself :)
If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm always open to listening/helping :)

Please don't feel like that. I know where you've been it hurts like hell, but shit really does get better. I was bullied by my peers AND family and now I'm at the top of my game, better than ever, and in control. Eventually you'll get to a point where you'll regain control and some people may hate you for it, may never speak to you again, but that's okay cause in the end you'll find that you don't need their negativity. In the words of Steve Jobs, "Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life."