@ DarkestStorm I was going to see a new one today but then we found out he doesn't take my insurance, and then I'm afraid by the time I see any new one it might be in a month and by that time I would have run out of pills. I moved away from the one that cared about me so I can't go back to her, though I really wish I could.
I'm going to try calling up my psych again tomorrow though last time he wouldn't listen, but I'll try again. It feels like they are, and then, they always ask "Do you feel like hurting yourself or anyone around you?" If I was going to hurt someone I would get help.
I read it. I'm sorry you feel like cutting. I know it's hard to resist. Could you try going to another psych somewhere else? If you really need it. Or can you just go to the one that you say actually cares about you.
Then maybe you can talk to someone about the pills you're on. I'm sure the people there aren't trying to lock you up or make you go insane.
Still, I wish you luck. You'll get through this. :)
Well that definitely sucks. And is weird they would just switch like that...
Yeah, I bet it does.