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@ Miz Erie
Oh right.

@ prostitute
Um, jail?! It's illegal in quite a few states to have any sort of sexual contact with minors. Police even set up stings to catch people propositioning minors for sex on the internet. That's beyond my hard limits. While what I do can be considered illegal in some places, my bottoms are ALWAYS consenting adults. (I do like the idea of non-con, but I do NOT engage in non-con.)

@ Miz Erie
Well I mean, whats the worst that could happen?

@ prostitute
I personally don't think my fantasies are messed up; that's just the general reaction I get from people when they learn of my preferences, kinks, and fetishes. And I fanatsize and dream about Gerard and Frank A LOT, just normally them together and not with myself. Plus, the parts that make my fantasies "fucked up" I didn't actually state in the blog post; those are the "X rated" things. (I would so happily be a ProDom, but sadly there aren't any professional dungeons in my area.)

I've got two words to describe you: jail bait. I'm nearly twice your age, making it really hard to not say inappropriate things here. I have a friend I met online that lives on a different continent, and we share a common interest in the darker side of sadomasochism. He and I have private conversations that are just... HOT! But he's in his early twenties, thereby making him NOT jail bait. (I mean this is jest! In other words, I find it incredibly hot that you seem to be accepting of your desire to be someone's submissive, but I do keep age in mind.)

@ Join the Masquerade
I think that depends on the defintion of "harming others." I'm pretty sure if Gerard ever read this blog post, he'd probably be a little sick afterwards. So I do think it has potential to be mentally/emotionally harming. BUT, as I said above, I don't have a problem with my fanatsies; I am who I am and like what I like, and I am comfortable with that.

With Gerard, it's not just the self medicating and his lyrics that make me think he wouldn't enjoy pain. Those are just the only two factual points I have to support my thoughts. As a dominant for years, I have eventually learned to read others. Kind of like some people have what it referred to as "gaydar", I can just sense who would be a good submissive, which ones will be loyal and obedient bottoms with little or no training (Frank), and which ones really aren't submissives at all (Gerard). (I much prefer the second type. I like breaking in new submissives.) But how do I articulate that in an argumenative form? I "just know" Gerard doesn't like pain? Well, I guess that's sort of what I did, but I wasn't about to discuss my "subdar" in my blog post. Just, after watching Gerard for years, I really don't think he's very masochistic.

As far as Brian enjoying be handcuffed, that's just a bit of light bondage, far from the things I like to do. Liking to be handcuffed doesn't make someone in any way masochistic. Plenty of vanillas like a little bondage every now and then. I don't really have an opinion on him, though, as I have no idea who he is.

(I am not trying to be disrespectful or offensive in any way towards you. I like that you brought up good points for me to have to explain my position.)

There's nothing wrong with fantasies if they aren't harming others.

I personally don't think you could say Gerard wouldn't enjoy pain based on his self-medicating and lyrics, etc. Brian of Placebo is another emotional wreck of a tortured soul who has also self medicated and been in trouble with drugs. He had no tattooes until very recently. And hell, he's been handcuffed before and that smirk said he enjoyed it >.>

Its not messed up at all. I fantasized about Gerard last night, but mostly I daydream about being tortured by girls like how you described.