I Just Don't Know, I Need Some Advise. - Comments

@ gates guardian.
You're right on that. haha

I think if you click the blog page that takes you to all the blogs there is a link there that says Layouts.

@ awake my soul;
haha. where is the public layout page?

i have a hard time trusting people too. but sometimes you just have to go for it. just dive in head first, you know?

@ gates guardian.
lol yeah, it could get a lot deeper than that I just don't like to think about it to much. But I get what you're saying about not missing HIM but the love it's self. I think I just really miss being that close to someone and that I have a hard time trusting people mostly guys. I really want to find a guy and try to have a relationship again but it's really hard to do because I live in nowheresville, Kentucky and the only way to meet someone is to go and party which I don't like to do.

& I would love to say that I made my blog layout but I found it in the public layouts page and loved it.

& also... i love your blog layout. will you make me one? lol.

that is some pretty deep stuff, girl. dang.

this is the way my head looks about love: all jumbled up, confused, cluttered, happy thoughts, sad thoughts... & everything in-between. i’ve recently come to the conclusion i don’t miss my first love, i just miss what we had. i would do anything to have it again. not HIM again, but IT. i feel really strange things about love sometimes. like, how i feel some people can go their whole lives without being really, truly head-over-heels in love. they can get married, have a family, whatever whatever, but never share this out of this world, unparalleled, nicholas-sparks-book kind of love. so, falling in love like that once is honestly a blessing in itself. i feel like i’ve been there. honestly. and so now, i feel as if asking for that to happen again, is almost, like, rude of me. like, if the fates consider you lucky enough to give it to you once, i doubt you’ll get it again. but i think that everyone has more than one soul mate. i think the choices we make take us to different people, different courses. i can choose to go here & end up with this guy, or i can go this way & end up with a different one... you know what i mean? so i think that, even though i feel like i already met my one-&-only, my time will come & i will find another. & so will you.

@ awake my soul;
Haha, your welcome, and goodluck!

@ birdievanity
Thank you for the advise, I'll try to remember that If I haven't scared off every guy around here already. lol

Even if your not fully aware your doing it, your entire relationship your basing off of what you had with him. You really need to let what you had with him go before you can be in another happy and sucessful relationship. Because people are different and love with them will always be different when compared to your love with him. You just need to remember that.