thinking about the past again. - Comments

  • DefineEmaciated

    DefineEmaciated (100)

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    Hi, I just wanted to say.. I wasn't a part of this unraveling, so I can't say I know what you're going through. But I do know how it feels to be dropped by the one person you feel helped define you. And I know how it feels to obsess over what it was that you did wrong and what makes them so much better than you.
    What did you do that was so bad that she didn't want to be your friend anymore.
    I'm in the process of letting go of the best friend I ever had. Because she doesn't want to be my friend anymore. And despite the fact that she refused to give me closure, and despite the fact that I loved her more than myself, it isn't my decision anymore. I've done everything I could.

    Reading this, it really felt like my words coming from someone else.
    If you ever need to talk or rant or whatever, feel free to drop me a message. :)
    December 19th, 2012 at 09:33am