September 9th, 2007 at 04:37am
Naww I know how you feel.
With the whole not wanting to cause pain for your loved ones.
Just so you know tht your not alone and alot of people can relate to you.
And I do agree with 'colour me stupid' bout Not killing yourself makes you the braves you can be. Its true, IOts like your not takig the easy way outta life and having self control. etc.
when things are at there lowest, that means there gonna get better!