No problem, Im only here to help. :) I know it'll be tough, but maybe in time you will be able to be friends again, sometimes all it takes is space. You'll figure it out along the way :)
I have had a friendship like this. I think the problem is you've both grown apart but dont want to admit it. Maybe it's time to just move on, i know its difficult but honestly, would you rather spend your days wishing you had?