I can totally relate to this, I often feel like I could definitely be writing more. However... *deep colin firth eyes* Make time. I'm not kidding. Set aside time where you can't do anything but write. You can do nothing or write, those are the rules. And it doesn't have to be structured. Just keep on writing. And stand up for yourself at work! If you show them you won't put up with bull, they won't assume you will. You deserve better. And no is going to flip sh*t because the story they love isn't updated because you're human. And if they do, who is really to blame? If they want your beautiful ass writing, they gotta wait (I haven't read any of your stories, I'm just going to assume you're good). Well good luck, and the next time you feel anxious, sit down at a computer and write. You can become a different person, have a new life. All you gotta do is write. -Raroman
xox Don't feel you have to push yourself, it causes more tension and anxiety. Your fans will be here waiting for you when you post again. Take your time, ppl will understand. Especially this time of year when things get hectic. True friends will stick by you. hugs to you.