January 14th, 2014 at 09:55pm
I don't want to fit the category of "Asshole who lies to you when they say you're pretty" but I might as well.
You are damn pretty.
Reading your blog is like reading my journal. I absolutely hate myself. I'm a hermit because of it. And I don't like it when people give me compliments because at this point in my life I don't believe them. They just make me feel worse when I hear it, because I don't believe it.
Oops, I hit the comment button before I was done typing! Drat!
Anyway.... seriously. I know how you feel. You're not hideous. And you may not find ANYone to YOUR liking where you are. Unfortunately to meet the one person I did end up falling in love with, I had to move. (We later broke up because he is a weenie and got his feelings hurt like a two year old having to go sit in time out but alas, that's not my fault. Haha)
Anyway, I was going to type this meaningful comment.. and now that I've screwed up and hit the button before I was ready my brain is being a jerk... and I can't remember where I was going with this.
please don't hate yourself. I know it's easier said than done, but you're not alone. Like the people before me, if you need to talk don't hesitate to find me. I hope you don't think I'm just saying these things... I mean them. I promise.
Thank you for being so understanding. It's good to know I'm not the only person going through these horrible thoughts. So thank you dearly. <3