I just remember thinking. "I can't handle this." or "Why do people do this to themselves."
Aaaaamennnnn. I don't want to discuss this much out in the open other than agreeing because I always vividly remember bad stuff on a bad trip. I was in such a state. I didn't like it, overall.
Also, feel free to PM me if you wanna vent about it more or something? Just glad you're alive and well, yeah.
Also, feel free to PM me if you wanna vent about it more or something?