Antsy - Comments

I hope it gets sorted out before break because it's really a clusterfuck of unfairness.

@ kitsch
I think she's gonna talk to me on Wednesday. (Some way or another I just have a feeling we will) and from there we have Easter break which is a week and a half off.

So we'll see.

Yeah, some people really need to get in touch with the self and be able to love themselves. To an extent, it's difficult to love someone else with that barrier in place.



At this point, are you up for trying for friendship again or just giving her space to tell you what's up? It seems so unsure on her end.

@ kitsch
That's exactly how I feel. I don't think she's ready for anyone right now, really. She clings to people when she really needs to focus on herself.

She isn't ready and doesn't seem like she'll ever be ready for you.

It's a double edged sword in that sense. Just know that you're above that and moments of weakness don't mean as much in the long run when you emerge a stronger person.

I don't know why, but in the past couple of years I have seen myself and many others get rejected or have had people resist starting relationships with them (even when they actually like them). People seem so afraid to commit themselves to other people or to even admit to being in love with them. I'm just saying, I think it's a social epidemic and you're not alone. Everybody just wants to have these flirty little relationships with like 5 people at once and I'm not into it. If I love someone, I want them and them only. But it seems like a trend, in a weird way. You just don't see as many people in relationships as you used to a few years ago. It's dumb. I'm sorry it happened to you too, it's the worst feeling. Best of luck :)