I Feel Like I'm Drowning - Comments

@ Fusion Gem Hina
Aw, well, thank you. I can recommend you read Internal Decay, Catch Me, or Johnny Fylan.

<3 You're welcome. I promise that I'll read your stories though. Cause I need to get back into reading on Mibba again.

@ Fusion Gem Hina
You're very much right, Hina. Thank you so much for the pep talk. <3 I'll keep chugging away like always.

Hey dont feel bad about yourself. You got to keep working on improving yourself. Rome wasnt built in a day or the Great Wall of China for that matter. You just gotta keep chugging away at it and remember to consult your doctor, pediatrician, someone in the medical field who can help you stay on track. Maybe have someone lose weight/get into shape with you? It helps if you have a partner.

As for youtube, well, don't let youtube get you down. Youtube's a tough crowd to begin with. I have a youtube as well and despite me not posting videos (except for once in awhile), I don't mind being unknown. Just keep making videos and doing what you do. Do what you do when you can. All those people you see with tons of subs were in the same situation as you but i think they got a lot of funding from various sponsors after hitting a certain amount of views and subs so really, its nothing get worked up over. Just do what you can for now and steadily work at your goals. You'll get to that youtube famous status one day.

I agree with shatterheart. I think your mom is just worried about losing you, even if she's not showing it in the right away. Maybe have a talk with her and if she doesn't listen then ignore her and let her pout or whatever. She'll learn, albeit the hard way.

Are there any stories you want to be read right now? I think a lot of people aren't getting coments right now is because of school happening we're all busy with our real lives. But don't give up. I can read anything you want right now.

@ Shatterheart
thank you, lovely. I really appreciate that. I try really REALLY hard to be positive with myself, but it's hard. It's not that I think my life sucks or anything. I have a really good life. I just think I suck and that seems harder to deal with. v.v

Hey dearie!
I'm sending you some positive energy your way!! I don't like saying "oh I know how you feel."---because really, only you know how you feel just like only I know how I feel. But I will say I can relate to feeling beat down and being buried in a heap of negativity. To say it can be rough is an understatement. I wish I can do more to make you feel better...

And your mother is being unfair. And she knows it somewhere deep inside. The guilt tripping and saying "cuz in your mother" is childish... she also knows this. Just know you're not doing anything wrong.

I would amp up my expression of love for you but that may result in a restraining order.